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This is hard, I think.
Of course it is, a voice replies. Everything comes about through effort.
But some things are harder than others, I say. It's not like I'm surprised.
This life will always be hard. Don't expect it to change.
I perceive the disingenuousness of the voice. My anger is rising, and so does my inner voice.
Why can't I change anything? Sure, life will be hard, but this doesn't have to be! This life, this world, is subject to change! Why not change it for the better?
People don't like change, you know.
So concise, I scoff.
People only change things out of convenience, the voice sneers.
But I changed! I didn't change because it was easy! And besides, don't things change all the time?
We're talking about change in two different senses. Sure, your body changes as you get older, but that isn't the same as changing an entirely man-made system.
Why do people want things to stay the same all the time?
Convenience, the voice says simply. A fabrication of security. For the sake of making this life more certain than it is. Any discrepancy would seem harmful to that.
That seems… very narrow-minded.
Aah, you humans. All so different, yet still very much the same. The voice sounds almost amused.
We are all the same species, after all, I say. Hm, now we're talking about sameness in two different senses.
The voice doesn't reply. It has left me. I lay there pensively, wondering.