i mean i make little ocs all of the time but none of them really…matter to me? like i made byrd (he's public) and i love him dearly and i feel a real connection to him as a character and w/e but whenever i try to make another character that i feel similarly about i come up blank.
when i made byrd i kind of combined the aesthetics of two things i was really into at the time (stranger things and mostly the rural aspect of interstellar) but whenever i try to do the same process for someone new i just…can't. is it because i need knew things to get into?? or that i cant find two or more aspects that compliment each other well enough to make a character?? idk i'm just feeling frustrated with it all :(