𝘈 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘨𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 <3

honestly this is just a chat to say and or share anything you want, as long as it doesnt offend or effect others.

"You haven't been good for long
Is it the sound of your own thoughts
That always keeps you up at night?"

Honestly I suffer through the action of my safe space; school, being available to me seven hours a day for only five days a week, so I decided to make this thread for other people who struggle with not having access to their safe spaces all day every day.

"Maybe it's time to say goodbye
'Cause I'm getting pretty fucking tired"

this thread is also open for everyone who needs it, or struggles with finding one, this is a place to say whatever you're thinking and share anything (as long as it doesn't offend anyone else) I'm here for anyone in this thread who needs me, I hope anyone or anyone finds this thread helpful.

lmao what safe space amiright
my room used to be a safe space but now we're moving and i don't have a room anymore and nowhere is safe

honestly my situation is kinda the same, so I felt like I should create this thread people who feel like they have no safe space except their own mind.

I used to have my own room but my uncle moved in and took my room because he's and I quote "paying rent, so he deserves a room" so now I share a room with my little ten year old sister and sleep on the bottom bunk with all my personal belongings able to fit on a small wooden table and my bed.

My safe space is a fucking Childrens hospital and I think that says a lot about me personally

I think the only space I consider a safe space the classroom of Ms. MonBeck, our supervisor for the Creative writing club and team. But I only get to go to club every other monday and practice for the team is every Thursday, so I dont get access to my safe space that often.

Other than that my only safe space is my mind, but it's getting harder to keep it that way when the people you live with constantly tell you how big of a disappointment you are.

lmao what safe space amiright
my room used to be a safe space but now we're moving and i don't have a room anymore and nowhere is safe

honestly my situation is kinda the same, so I felt like I should create this thread people who feel like they have no safe space except their own mind.

I used to have my own room but my uncle moved in and took my room because he's and I quote "paying rent, so he deserves a room" so now I share a room with my little ten year old sister and sleep on the bottom bunk with all my personal belongings able to fit on a small wooden table and my bed.

awww yeah
that sucks
i get to share my room with the one person i never want to share a room with lmao, my dad

but yeah, the idea sounds super nice

that sounds like its going to be horrible, im very sorry, but you could try to make it the best situation you can, like decorating how you want or putting a curtain up to split the room in half.

yeah, it's okay
for the most part i'm left alone
anyways sometimes i kind of really hate chapel lmaooooo

almost cried like five times today within an hour because it kept dragging up memories of old friends that i really really misssssss/people i would really like comfort frommmm </333

I dont have chapel? Im not even sure what that is really—

but I have cried over my algebra homework three times this week.

its uh
a bible thing
every wednesday
and fun

that sounds…
melodramatic and
slightly saddening that you have to go to that
every Wednesday.

Im very sorry for you.
Unless you enjoy it, then—
go you!

yeah lol
the music is nice
i love the music
but like
i always get super emotional because my mind literally cannot focus on what they keep trying to preach to us so it always wanders to comforting things… most of which… aren't really around anymore
so

but ty lol

that really sucks :( im sorry

on a good note: I'm on the creative writing team and someone dropped out so I get to compete as an actual team member instead of an alternative.

it's okay lol
appetite picked up a little bit today, so that's good ig?
it's better than my previous 200 calorie diet so-

also drawing another vtuber model !! so that's exciting !!!

and ooh naisu !!!

yay!

I get to compete as an official member of our high schools writing team so i'm like really excited.

yes! We go to Dublin (OH) to compete in the regional competition the 22nd of this month and were meeting here at the school at 7AM and taking a bus there, ordering pizza and then coming back around 4-5PM

I relate to the song "little miss perfect a little too much the only diffence is I am not in high school (middle school) I don't listen to paul McCartney and I am not in student counsil (plus or minus the end part) but other then that I relate 100%.

I relate to the song "little miss perfect a little too much the only diffence is I am not in high school (middle school) I don't listen to paul McCartney and I am not in student counsil (plus or minus the end part) but other then that I relate 100%.

i relate to "this is home" by Cavetown on a spiritual level dude.
I love having parents just as emotionally unstable as I am

saying something on this thread because im burning myself out and have nowhere to go, no one to talk to and am seriously taking a deep downward spiral when it comes to my mental health.

I put way too much pressure on myself. When I was little I was always really good at things cause I could draw scribbles and people would say "oh my god such a good drawing" and even in school as a kindergartenner I was always really good and as I got older I was still doing really good I never study for tests and I always do great on them but now things are getting harder and a bit more confusing and I feel like I have to be perfect. Like one time in chorus we were doing stretches and I accidentally knocked over some of the teachers papers on the stand and even though it was no big deal and we picked it up I still wanted to cry I don't know why but then if I cried for some stupid reason people I feel like people would hate me even though I know all of my friends and family wouldn't and I feel like that whenever I mess up on little things and if I don't do good on things or I get in trouble behind on work ect I fell like super pressured to fix it and I get nervous about the smallest thing lik one time in fourth grade I got a "think sheet" for accidentally blowing my recorder while the teacher was talking and I cried because that was the first and only think sheet I ever got and when I got my parents signature they were chill and stuff. On a completely different note my whole life I have just been good at school without trying but now as I get older and things get more harder and confusing I am stuggling a little bit and I feel like because I have always been good at thing people like my parents and teachers expect me to stay being good at those things but it is getting harder and like some things I need to remember and know for school and shit are just like not sticking in my brain and plus all the kids in my grade are having drama and my friend always goes to me for help and I do my best to help her but I am afraid that I am going to give her bad advice and fuck up her life and she will hate me for it even though I know she wouldn't hate me for it I am just really scared I am going to fuck things up on a massive scale and all my friends won't want to be my friend my gf will leave and my parents will hate me I feel like I need to have my shit together even though most of the people I know are very kind and understanding but I still feel this way.

Sorry this was so long. I just have no one to talk too so I wanted to take the time to type this out in my phone.(PS just to add to my problems I am in fucking middle school)

just want to say im sorry for both of you, I know how it feels to always feel like you have to be perfect.

I also know what it feels likes to have mostly everyone walk out on you.

Im just like slowly but surely burning myself out?? Like i'm in no honors classes, no AP or IB classes, my grades are all A's and my GPA is the highest it can be right now, but sometimes I tell my friends about ym home situation (parents are emotionally abusive as fuck) and they're like–awh thats sad :(

but none of them ever ask me if im okay or how im doing.
We're friends without them really caring about my mental health.

I care about your mental health how are you doing are you doong better like a month later?

yes, im a little better, still a lil' burnt out though.

It's good your better. I think the best way to be not burnt oit is to take some time to yourself go get a massage or read a book or bake something that is what I have heard.

Speaking of getting new books, the day before yesterday my uncle brought home the first four Harry Potter books for me to keep (all hardcover, with the book covers on them) so yay :)

Have you not read harry potter yet I like just finished reading the books

I have, I just don't have any books of my own, and he bought them for me to keep.

Oh cool speaking of harry potter I just saw the Secrets Of Dumbledore movie in theaters. It was soooo good