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It's been a few years, the grieving has past.
I laugh I'm sure you will, amica.
Announcment!
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GOOOD NEWS EVERYONE!
I AM GETTING A NEW FUCKING HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am extremely happy about this, I probably won't be on for a couple days after but don't worry there's now way in any of the 7 layers of Hell that I am letting a stupid goddamn hole in my heart take me out in my mid-twenties. Love everyone who's supported me (and those of you who haven't lol) and I would love to continue roleplaying with you all!
CONGRATULATIONS GEMMA!! I HOPE THE SURGERY GOES ALL WELL <333
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Thank you!
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Thanks!
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eh after the first time you lose that fear
Probably- but still- if I don't want t something or if I'm terrified- I will fight tooth and nail. I remember when I was little, Every time I had to get ahits, the doctor and a second nurse would have to restrain me because I would freak and run around the room screaming like I was about to get murdered.
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oop- ive never been afraid of shots lol- but i can understand how people would be
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XD fair- very fair
I remember, she I was like, 12, and going to get my check up and my 12yearoldbiggirlshots, my stepdad told me I should only need 2, and he does health stuff so I was mentally preparing myself for 2, for about 2 months. When I get there, APARENTLY, I need 4. Boy, was I sceaming my head off and running around trying to get away.
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I remember, she I was like, 12, and going to get my check up and my 12yearoldbiggirlshots, my stepdad told me I should only need 2, and he does health stuff so I was mentally preparing myself for 2, for about 2 months. When I get there, APARENTLY, I need 4. Boy, was I sceaming my head off and running around trying to get away.
XD if my kids do that I'm telling the doctors to sedate them ;-;
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Anyway, enough funny stories. I would say have fun, but I don't think it's right to say that so. . . For the third time, good luck, and break a leg
eh just say have fun lol; i'll get the gist of what you mean
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XDDD SEDATION!!!!
yeah, proably.
did your parents ever ask the docs about that that you can remember?
No, not that I remember.
They just always told me it'll happen eventually and I should sit down, calm down and take it. Then they'd point at my older brothers and say, 'See, just like them! Just don't tense up and don't look at the needle.'
Well, I'm sorry MOM, but I already KNOW it's there. It never really worked. But when COVID hit, I sorta got over the fear.
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oop XD
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honest to god i relate to that-
But then, to younger me, my grades were just as stressful as things are right now.
As my grades then want fun or boredom (playing video games, watching TV, ect. VS sitting in u room doing nothing but read an write) and now the other things I stress about ALSO means whether I get to watch TV or play video games. Or just sit there with a flashlight STILL stressing, but to stressed to do anything but read or write. XDD
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yup- i understand that lol
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yeah!
Even though my heart could simply. . . break if I stress too much but that's unimportant ;-;
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lmao im kinda dumb ive lost the .00000000000001 braincells i had left because of the chicken
I hope you heal quickly