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Anxiety sucks ._.

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I have no words for anxiety. It sucks.

Also fyi: not meaning that as in people in anxiety suck i am saying that having it is a burden ._.

Or something like that idk

@m1dn1g7t_ri0ts_13

I get you. OCD is metal disability and a form of anxiety. So I would understand. If you ever need to vent I'll be here.

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Thanks

@m1dn1g7t_ri0ts_13

No problem.

@basil_

Anxiety takes over your life and tries to strangle you every chance it gets

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too true

@m1dn1g7t_ri0ts_13

Yes it does. And unless you have it, you wont understand it. Especially OCD. I want to find others like me, but I'm to nervous to start an OCD help thread.

person_off
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yea. It's not an easy thing to deal with.

@m1dn1g7t_ri0ts_13

Do you specifically have OCD?

person_off
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I do not.

person_off
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But I have 2 friends who do.

Well 1 actually.

The other. Well. Died.

@m1dn1g7t_ri0ts_13

Well, you get the same feelings for the most part. And either way it sucks. I'm sorry that we all have to deal with this.

@m1dn1g7t_ri0ts_13

But I have 2 friends who do.

Well 1 actually.

Can they write?

person_off
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Kinda? I don't know, I've never seen them write before.

@m1dn1g7t_ri0ts_13

Oh. I can't write or look at written letters with similar handwriting because the imperfect letters causes me to panic.

@m1dn1g7t_ri0ts_13

It is counted as a mental disability.

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Oh dang.
that sucks.

@RedTheLoveless

I fucking hate anxiety so much.
Like yes it is good in small doses.
But not like this lmao.

Not when you're diagnosed with a disorder for it and not when just talking to classmates cause you to stutter and slur your words even though you don't have a speech impediment. And I'm a senior. A SENIOR.

You can tell how much I really hate my anxiety lmao.

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Yea I can tell.

@m1dn1g7t_ri0ts_13

Everyone asks me why I won't write. People just take things like writing for granted all the time. In other places I'm asked to write and it's hard to explain. Everyone thinks I'm weak when I panic over something so small, yet it clouds my whole world for a while. I have hurt myself and other during a panic. Bottom line that I just can't get my brain to understand: there is no such thing as perfect. Sorry about this I just need to vent.

@RedTheLoveless

I'm here for other to rant to though. And I've been seeing a therapist so I can give some advice if you guys need it.

@m1dn1g7t_ri0ts_13

I fucking hate anxiety so much.
Like yes it is good in small doses.
But not like this lmao.

Not when you're diagnosed with a disorder for it and not when just talking to classmates cause you to stutter and slur your words even though you don't have a speech impediment. And I'm a senior. A SENIOR.

You can tell how much I really hate my anxiety lmao.

I'm sorry about that. It is hard when people take things like talking for granted or judge you for something like that. I promise I won't ever judge. You can always vent to me.

@m1dn1g7t_ri0ts_13

I'm here for other to rant to though. And I've been seeing a therapist so I can give some advice if you guys need it.

I see a therapist too, but she doesn't have OCD. She has done nothing to help me. She just doesn't understand.

@RedTheLoveless

Yeah. Some therapists just don't help at all. I just managed to get lucky with mine. There should be sites or chat rooms with others where you can talk about things like this. I can't remember the site's name at the moment but there you can find others like you who do have OCD and can offer help and advice that would actually work.

@m1dn1g7t_ri0ts_13

I would and there are many people an this site who know about these struggles. I'm just nervous about making a thread so everyone who happens to be on while it is on the first page will see.

@RedTheLoveless

That's understandable. I would offer to make the thread for you but I don't know if you would want me to or not.

@m1dn1g7t_ri0ts_13

You can if you want. I'm sorry for making a big deal about it.

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I. Hate. Everything.

@m1dn1g7t_ri0ts_13

I. Understand. You.

person_off
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Thank. you. i. have. schizophrenia.