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Anyone else here with anxiety, depression, agitation, etc on here too?

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It helped.

Good! I’m glad I could be useful for once in my life ;)

I feel you.

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This chat is making me want to cry.

My mom doesn't think they help. she thinks they just shove me deeper down the hole but they taught me it's okay not to be okay and that instead of ignoring the problem we're gonna face it

Exactlyyyyy, not only my parents but my friends too. They'll see me listening to them and start making fun of me, calling me emo and stuff like that…

Yeah my whole family doesn't like them but hey! whatever!

Do you have any advice on dealing with hate like that? I've tried but it's hard for me..

Well my advice is not to give a single solitary fuck (pardon) about their opinion. If you're super sensitive to stuff like that, then try and explain why it helps (fyi it doesn't always work, it didn't for me) if they don't listen don't bring it up around them again. I know it's bad, but sometimes you have to let it go….

I don't bring up TOP around my family because they hate them too. Try explaining what their lyrics are about like what @ThatBackgroundSlytherin said. They teach you that it's okay to not be okay for a while and to take the time and effort to get better.

Wait can I talk about something personal for a second…I really need some help with a certain problem.

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Yeah go for it

We’re here for u

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We'll help any way we can.

Yeah, go right on ahead

Wait can I talk about something personal for a second…I really need some help with a certain problem.

Of course! I’m here for you!

OKay so MK already knows about this but others may not.
About 2 years ago I was taken out of my mother's house because she was doing drugs and abusing me, etc. In the years I lived with her she hurt my self esteem horribly. Now, I go to school and just someone looking at me and making a weird face makes me start sobbing. I've been trying to deal with it but I can't. It was horrible especially today, mother's day, she wanted to get ice cream, actually she forced me to get ice cream with her. The whole time she was just talking about everything horrible about me….I just……ugh

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Wow dude I'm so sorry

I’m sorry. I wish I could help. Just know you guys mean a lot to me.

All I can think of to say is build yourself up. Other people’s negative opinions of you don’t matter. Just recognize the nice ones, the ones that show you for who you really are. Who gives a crap what the kids at school think? They don’t know you. You know you, and you know that you are more than whatever they think or say you are.

Yeah now that I’m rereading that it makes no sense. But we’re here for you

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Pardon my French but…WHAT DA F@CK IS HER PROBLEM!!?? WHAT MOTHER WOULD EVEN DO THAT!??! IMMA GO OVER AND KNOCK SOME F@CKING SENSE INTO HER DUMB@$$ HEAD!! DOING THAT TO MY POOR BABY!!!!!!….I mean honhonhon I knock sense into her petite brain~?

Wow…that…wow. Thank you.
I guess I just grew up knowing nothing else, I try to work on self esteem but nothing helps.

I'm so sorry, I thought you and your brother were with other family right now… you don't have to do what she says, if you're out of her house, you don't have to go anywhere with her if you don't want to. I hope it gets better and that you and your brother will be able to get away from her if that's what you both want. I'm here anytime you want to talk about anything…

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All I can think of to say is build yourself up. Other people’s negative opinions of you don’t matter. Just recognize the nice ones, the ones that show you for who you really are. Who gives a crap what the kids at school think? They don’t know you. You know you, and you know that you are more than whatever they think or say you are.

YES!!!! Just know I think the world of you guys for making it through these things and that I'm always here.

Pardon my French but…WHAT DA F@CK IS HER PROBLEM!!?? WHAT MOTHER WOULD EVEN DO THAT!??! IMMA GO OVER AND KNOCK SOME F@CKING SENSE INTO HER DUMB@$$ HEAD!! DOING THAT TO MY POOR BABY!!!!!!….I mean honhonhon I knock sense into her petite brain~?

This right here. Is why I love the people on this website.

I want to help you guys. But I can’t. I hope tings get better go you @The.Girl.Who.Lived.

Pardon my French but…WHAT DA F@CK IS HER PROBLEM!!?? WHAT MOTHER WOULD EVEN DO THAT!??! IMMA GO OVER AND KNOCK SOME F@CKING SENSE INTO HER DUMB@$$ HEAD!! DOING THAT TO MY POOR BABY!!!!!!….I mean honhonhon I knock sense into her petite brain~?

This right here. Is why I love the people on this website.

Ditto

Pardon my French but…WHAT DA F@CK IS HER PROBLEM!!?? WHAT MOTHER WOULD EVEN DO THAT!??! IMMA GO OVER AND KNOCK SOME F@CKING SENSE INTO HER DUMB@$$ HEAD!! DOING THAT TO MY POOR BABY!!!!!!….I mean honhonhon I knock sense into her petite brain~?

@The_Anime_Addict_That's_High_On_Kawaii I love your reaction to this, please always stay this firey and strong! We need more people like you in this stupid world!!

I want to help you guys. But I can’t. I hope tings get better go you @The.Girl.Who.Lived.

Thank you, you're so sweet.

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I used to be full of vigor but that pretty much drained out of me

I want to help you guys. But I can’t. I hope tings get better go you @The.Girl.Who.Lived.

Thank you, you're so sweet.

I wish.

I want to help you guys. But I can’t. I hope tings get better go you @The.Girl.Who.Lived.

Thank you, you're so sweet.

I wish.

I know.

I used to be full of vigor but that pretty much drained out of me

I feel u

I don't think you guys understand how much I love your support, you guys build me up. Thank you all

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Can I…..can I vent too…..?

Anytime @".The.Girl.Who.Lived." And the same goes for me, you guys made me feel a little better today too, so thank you for being the amazing people you are