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I'm just… Depressed… And anxious…

How about you?

That's a mood
But I'm in a suspiciously good mood, despite sleep not being available
I wonder what kind of shit the chemicals in my mind are trying to pull
But anywho
What kind of anxious are you rn? The sick to your stomach dreadful anticipation, the sweating, overheating, passing out anxious, the can't-slow-down-my-brain-I'm-going-to-die anxious, etc.?

I'm erm… How do I explain it…
The something-bad-is-gonna-happen-hair-pulling kind of anxious… My intuition is very good and I've learned to trust it… So, yeah, something bad is probably gonna happen…

So most like the first one…

Now it’s our turn to ask, do you want to talk?

There's nothing to talk about… It already happened…

What did

It's pretty gross… I mean my cat almost ate rat poison… I don't even have rats… Who the fuck set up rat poison?

What the fick. Why put out rat poison then

I don't fucking know… But I'm gonna get to the bottom of this…

What's up, guys…

Uhhhhhhhhhh
Death

Uhhhhhhhhhh
Death

You OK?

Uhhhhhhhhhh
Death

You OK?

No.
And I'd rather not talk about it.

Uhhhhhhhhhh
Death

You OK?

No.
And I'd rather not talk about it.

OK… Just know that we love you so much…

K, hope you feel better soon.

Hey guys, Kat I hope you feel better.
I had yet another nightmare last night, and I need help deciphering it. Google has failed me

Hey guys, Kat I hope you feel better.
I had yet another nightmare last night, and I need help deciphering it. Google has failed me

What was it?

Hey guys, Kat I hope you feel better.
I had yet another nightmare last night, and I need help deciphering it. Google has failed me

What was it?

Alright get ready
So through a different part of the dream, I ended up at a mutual activity (a youth activity for my church)
And the leaders set up this thing
And we each got a styrofoam bow and a little styrofoam puck that was apparently an 'arrow' and I had no idea how to use mine. And the first round was this creepy ass girl thats face was 'a bullet' didn't look like it, but that's what it was. And she shot bullets at us. I got hit in the ear and made it to the next round by hiding.
Now apparently, before hand, we had filled out a paper with all our most precious/useful items at home. I hadn't known what it was for at the time so I wrote down all my books. So now, they're transferred to our 'course', to be used as weapons. I'm like, well shit what am I supposed to do with these, then I remember my bible is in the stack of books. So I decide I'll use that as a shield. For some reason, I start to tuck the Bible into my shirt, but then I lose it! It's gone! And I full on panic, i can't find it and then I keep finding random bibles but none of them are mine it won't work and I finally find my bible just as the round begins, but I drop it
Then I woke up
Yes I know it's a really weird nightmare but I woke up sweating and crying I have really weird nightmares almost every night but they are filled with terror in the moment

Maybe it has something to do with a subconscious loss of faith… Maybe the 'rounds' were tests of your faith? I dunno…

Wow. Strange, yet horrific.

Maybe it has something to do with a subconscious loss of faith… Maybe the 'rounds' were tests of your faith? I dunno…

that's actually a really good assumption
I hadn't thought of that

Wow. Strange, yet horrific.

Yeah lol
Very strange

I have terrible nightmares too… So…

I have terrible nightmares too… So…

Yeah. I get the weirdest ones so I'm usually afraid to tell people about them, cause the response is usually 'are… are you sure that's a nightmare?'

Oh. I get it.

How often do yours occur?

Maybe twice a week… They're good writing inspiration though, so I don't mind as much…