Anyone want a British friend? https://www.notebook.ai/forum/general-chat/did-you-know-lostboy2

and then over the summer (this was just last summer) we got to go to Greece for an academic competition and wow I think that's when I started to fall for her. For the first flight, it was 12 hours long, and we sat next to each other. The flight was v empty, so we had a whole row to ourselves and it was just nice to joke around and laugh and I took a nap for a while, and my head wasn't quite in her lap but almost so I guess that's cute

quick aside… she's an artist and I can't remember the context but on that flight she drew a lil British dude (maybe it was supposed to be Tom Felton, I have vague memories of it being him) holding a cup of tea and saying "What a wonderful day to be british) okay aside over

and then we just spent an entire week with each other and it was great bonding time and like… on the one tour we got to take down the coast of Athens to a temple of poseidon she fell asleep on my shoulder? And she was so cute????
And then the last night or second to last night we were there, we were going to go to my room (I had a hotel room to myself, bc I was traveling with a teacher chaperone who had her own room, she was with her mom), and I said "I'll take these (they were pastries) up to our room." I meant my room but…. she was like "what are we married now" and the other girl who was being chaperoned said "Yes. You are. I now pronounce you wife and wife." So that's how we ended up married

and then just a few days after getting back from Greece I texted her and told her that I had been questioning my sexuality for a few months now, and she just kind of helped me crystallize my identity? And that was just so important to me and that's prob part of why I love her so much

and then you have the hotel room bed sharing story from Yale that I sent a page or two back

Aw, I love a good band-grown romance

she introduced me to this anime called my hero academia and I think one of my favorite moments is when we were watching it together and we were sitting on my bed and she just kinda laid her head on my shoulder and like I said earlier we're just the perfect size for each other and we fit together and so I laid my head on hers and we just sat there watching this v cute superhero anime and again it was just so perfect

Sigh

Wow that's….sO CUTE OMG

Aw, I love a good band-grown romance

NO SHE QUIT IT WASN'T BAND GROWN which is honestly tragic
we both play/played flute
she doesn't really anymore

OH I HAVE ANOTHER ONE
we had a froyo date planned but I got some stomach bug the day of. It was the second to last day of school so we had graduation practice and then early release
but there was no way that I could go get froyo lol, plus we were walking and the froyo place is kinda far from the school
so do you know what she did instead
we went to my house and watched a movie and I almost fell asleep but didn't but I was just kinda lying on her shoulder the whole time
(fun fact my gay brother was the only one home for a time, he doesn't know, but he walked by and saw that and made a Face. V subtle but uh yeah we made eye contact so that was fun)
but like… she gave up her froyo date and free time to walk me home and watch netflix with me when I was so sick I could hardly stay awake??

AND THE BRITISH THING! it was meant to be 4sure

Ermagersh
Extreme fanpersoning right now
Like
I just CANNOT

i'm just giving you most of my texts
not all of them tho
some are just like… me being oh she's perfect
which y'all already know

WAIT GUYS THIS IS THE KICKER

so uh there was this sophomore (so two years below me in school) (INSERT: guess who…. that's right!! Strange girl!!! okay let's keep going) and we had like… this weird faux dating relationship? I'm pretty sure she was bi too but wouldn't admit it. But at lunch one time I was sitting on the table (as I always do) and she was like, one arm around my shoulder and we were just talking to our friends and I turn to face her and she puckers up and like… I'm pretty sure it's a joke but uh I'm not into kissing atm and I kinda lean back (oh and all my friends saw it lol that was fun). Thankfully my friends are pretty great (at this point, I think all 3 ppl I'm out to were in the room) and my friends just laughed it off and joked about it goodnaturedly. I laughed along, told them "I'm just not into kissing rn." My friend Denisse (who knows I'm bi/ace) said "or kissing girls at all?!" so good on her for covering me, esp since I almost contradicted her aloud and almost outed myself inadvertently.
But uh here's the good stuff. Bell rings, we're walking to our next class.
In response to my comment about not being into kissing at the moment, Jessy said 'what about after school?"
Me: like… after hs or after school today.
Jessy: Today. Make out with me by the dumpster after school.
Some "are you serious"s and repeat invitations occured.
Me: is that an invitation
Jessy: laughs stahpp

I still don't know if she was serious

KASSEE is real

Pardon if I disappear it's because I died of cuteness

Lol

oh and after school sometimes we'd just sit out on the front lawn bc I bike to and from school, but her parents were v late to pick her up (or forgot, as they did one time lol). So I can stay as long as I want. But anyways we would just sit on the grass in front of the school and laugh and look at fandom stuff or junk like that.
And I can't tell you how many times I just sat and watched her scroll through instagram looking for a specific post
and I just thought gosh I love her so much can I kiss her
and I never did lol
AND ONE TIME there was a lull in the conversation and she just kinda started singing, and eventually it turned to an Ed Sheeran love song? And I'm not the biggest fan of Ed Sheeran's music, but I'm pretty sure it was "thinking out loud"? the one that goes
people fall in love in mysterious ways and
kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
so uh
make of that what you will
while she was singing that second line we were walking to her dad's car
so I obviously couldn't have kissed her even though she was singing about kissing
but you know
again
make of that what you will

oh and here's when I wrote her a love letter

On the second to last week of school, after signing each others yearbooks, Jess and I were just joking around
and somehow I got dared to write her a love letter? She said "do it you won't" but like I did??? and I didn't confess my love straight out or anything, I talked about how she was my best friend, and I do remember this line
I'm not sure when I started to- I don't want to say fall in love, that's very strong- but I guess when I really started to love you
and then I listed a few experiences, like the greece and yale trips
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT THE KICKER IS
I never actually found out if she read it
she didn't read it for the first day or two
and then I kinda didn't ask again
and now it's been like over a month so I'm not gonna ask again
but whether or not she read it she's never said anything

My parents asked me why I was giggling at the computer lol rip

THIS ONE TIME
my friend Nick invited me and a few others to his house to watch anime (all my friends are tryna get me into it lol) and have food (bc the boy can COOK DANG HIS FOOD IS SO GOOD) but Jessy couldn't go. But when my mom picked me up at the end (still working on my license lol. Didn't have time with school), she asked how it was and who was there and stuff
and she noticed I didn't mention Jess's name, whom she knows is my best friend. And my mom asked
I told her "Jessy already had plans. She's at lunch with a boy from another school." And this boy, his name is Josh. AND I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW that Jess and Josh are just friends, neither is interested in the other, but as soon as I said that I just got…. really jealous? Bc I realized exactly how that would sound to my mom or any other person who didn't know that dynamic
but uh
you know
that was fun
I got jealous over nothing so I'm pretty far gone

My parents asked me why I was giggling at the computer lol rip

oof lol
I'm smiling a lot but like
every time a fam member walks by my room I quickly wipe it off bc I'm "'working' on my novel"

I was with Jessy just like… a week ago and we walked from her house to the mall which is like 15 mins away
and at the bus stop across the street from the mall, I ran into a girl I knew and like… obviously since we were going to the mall we had to make conversation?? be polite socializing humans??
and she was like oh is this your sister?
and I was like "….no this is my wife" then kinda laughed
and the girl was like "OOH THAT ONE" so apparently I talk about my wife to the underclassmen in the flute section lol
And Jessy was just like "you talk about me? smh" and honestly it was mildly embarrassing but I also got the feeling that she was secretly pleased/flattered
but yeah that was fun

y'all are almost caught up
sorry this is so much

one time I let Jess borrow my jacket bc she was cold (nvm that she had a jacket of her own rIGHT NEXT TO HER, but you know she wanted mine so who am I to deny her) and she was just v cute? bc the jacket is already big on me so it was huge on her
it's just a universal law that when your crush/SO wears your clothes they're just like 10 times cuter

and I think that's it
but you know, you already have some other stories hidden in the pages of this chat
I really like the one with her trying to get my heartbeat up by tickling THAT WAS CUTE I might have to go find it for Collin

This is the best story I've read in a while, keep going!

no no that's all I told chuck
that's all I can think of
but if I think of more I'll let you know

Okeedokie <3

That was so adorable

Indeed

okay so
I wear a fitbit, which tracks my heart rate right? and I was staying after school to work on a project, and Jess was there and she started playing with my fitbit. She found the heartrate tracker and started to try to raise it, by like, tickling me? (I'm v v ticklish) and I got backed in the corner and we're both laughing and I'm trying to hold her away but then she twirls into my arms and her back is against my stomach and we're both laughing and in that moment I was so happy and it was so perfect.
and then she checked my heartrate and it hadn't gone up (but it had already been almost 20 bpm higher than normal) and she was disappointed. I told her (I don't even think I was using a joking tone) that maybe it was already high bc I was around her? And she kinda laughed and just went stoooopppp

GUYS HERE'S THE HEARTRATE POST
really this is for Collin bc he wasn't here

I can't wait to hear about your wedding

Awww. She should takin you seriously