Be brutally honest here, what do you think of me?

Last night, my brain had one of those moments where you lay down and suddenly all the stupid things you said as an 8-year-old come back and hit you in the face with a jellyfish. Usually, these moments come out of nowhere and make me feel like a terrible person who does nothing but annoy everyone around her. They aren't very common, but I'd still like to reassure my brain that I'm not as bad as I was when I was 8 (some of these dumb words that hit me with a jellyfish are from 10 and 12 year old me, but I hate admitting I was this stupid for that long).

So please, be honest and tell me what you think of me. Even negative things, if you're bitter over something admit it, because if I get 100% positive comments my brain isn't going to believe them when these negative waves hit me.
(Also, don't worry about the rules of the good, Christian server. If you feel the need to curse or be negative go ahead, I won't stop you. But don't you guys even think about being negative to yourself, you are amazing human beans and should realize that.)

Ella, I love you. You can be annoying, but all the same, so can everyone.

I really don't like how you push no cursing on to everyone on every chat. You can be annoying and tend to overlook things that are intended just to be dark jokes but you're still a good person.

Your kind and help me through a lot of things. I Wove You!

You're pretty cool, a little sheltered but that's not your fault.
You are a bit annoying with your good christan server jokes and it makes me want to bang my head against the table, but your still pretty cool.

Sooo… The good, Christian server jokes are getting old, but other than that I'm okay?

Absolutely!

Sooo… The good, Christian server jokes are getting old, but other than that I'm okay?

Yes, but chill with the no cursing by a smidge.

Sooo… The good, Christian server jokes are getting old, but other than that I'm okay?

mm hmm

In that case searches through my dumb sense of humor to find a new username

In that case searches through my dumb sense of humor to find a new username

C A R R O T S?
Or a lame but still funny pun?

I think I'll go with the second one

You're an amazing person. Yeah, the Christian server jokes are getting old. And I have to say, Ciel was right in saying that you have a way of turning the conversation back to you. But I know you don't mean any harm. We all have flaws, but what a lot of people seem to forget that we also have good qualities. For one, I really admire your artistic skills. You're a really good artist, Ella.
You're kind and you have a knack for finding ways to cheer people up. Love you! <3

Time to illustrate myself a new profile picture

Time to illustrate myself a new profile picture

Wow.

The mushroom pun has to make sense so I'm going to have a happy mushroom as a profile picture

I do agree that your Good Christia Server jokes are getting old and I think that maybe let people curse? Aside from that tho, you're generally a ray of sunshine bringing positivity everywhere. I admire you for that positivity and also your art skills are amazing. I love you so much tho

Time to illustrate myself a new profile picture

Aaaand I forgot that I only know how to draw anime girls, so I'm stealing a cute mushroom illustration from the internet

Time to illustrate myself a new profile picture

Aaaand I forgot that I only know how to draw anime girls, so I'm stealing a cute mushroom illustration from the internet

I can try to draw a mushroom for ya?

Time to illustrate myself a new profile picture

Aaaand I forgot that I only know how to draw anime girls, so I'm stealing a cute mushroom illustration from the internet

I can try to draw a mushroom for ya?

It's okay, I already found an image. Thank you though!

Time to illustrate myself a new profile picture

Aaaand I forgot that I only know how to draw anime girls, so I'm stealing a cute mushroom illustration from the internet

I can try to draw a mushroom for ya?

It's okay, I already found an image. Thank you though!

No problem!
If you need anything drawn for you, you can ask me!