hey Carrots!
Come Get Some Help If You Need It!
im having sad feelings about my past "relationship" that lasted a week and was never an official thing because the guy got scared and ran?????????
that was two years ago!!! what are emotions????? Why is my brain doing this????
like, I have no reason to be sad, we heald hands for a week, he kissed me once, I asked if that meant he was my boyfriend and he freaked and said he wasnt ready for a relationship.
none of that is my fault
why is brain still sad????
Hey.
If he didn't love you he doesn't deserve you, sweetie.
Maybe he did and had social anxiety, honestly.
I'm here for you.
hey Carrots!
ahaha, hey there
Well….guess I need this after all.
oh no what's wrong?
Well….guess I need this after all.
Really?
Go ahead?
Well for starters, I currently don’t feel ANY emotions. On top of that, I may or may not have hurt my crush, completely by accident, over text. I haven’t heard from her in two days.
Well for starters, I currently don’t feel ANY emotions. On top of that, I may or may not have hurt my crush, completely by accident, over text. I haven’t heard from her in two days.
Mm.
I know how worrying that can be.
I thought I killed my friend once and they were fine.
So don't worry.
And if you're worried about hurting your crush isn't that an emotion?
I don’t know? I’m worried for her and that’s sort of consumed everything else I guess.
She's most likely fine, sweetie.
They usually are.
I may or may not have hurt my crush, completely by accident, over text. I haven’t heard from her in two days.
Remember an earlier post I'd made… I was bummed out because I thought I might've been responsible for my friend's death?
All it was was a trip to the hospital.
What I'd thought was the death of me turned out to be a few specks of rust on the statue of my pride…
I have a feeling this is the same…
It's good to be worried.
But also keep calm and don't jump to conclusions.
Mmmm I can't sleep and I have to wake up for school in 5 hours and I have that annoying ball of rolled up anxiety that's just twisting and turning and tumbling for no reason and i feel rather numb right now and i have no real reason whatsover for anything
You still here, AFT?
Unfortunately…
OK.
Have you tried a hot shower?
Well, no. But it's 2am and my mom dislikes when i take showers really late
Mindfulness and ASMR help a lot.
I can try. I dunno tho…
Worth a shot.
I love you, AFT.
Live long and prosper!
Thanks Shuri…
Love you too
i was almost asleep but then i heard a noise and i dont have pets and everyone is asleep so it scared me and im probably hearing things but it woke me up
but im gonna try to sleep again even though im super paranoid and my brain is basically awake now
im good now. im winding down. everythings fine
not that anyone cares, but I did get 3 hours of sleep which is…something?
Well 3 hours is better than nothing at all, though I do suggest you try to take a nap today at some point.
Hey guys I need help
whats up @Rhindy
also Hi red tell Mary-Ann I say hi
My life just sucks right now, I might be moving which means I have to leave my boyfriend and we have been dating for only a month and my parents are stressed out like 24/7 and sometimes I don't even want to get out of my bed in the morning but I force myself to anyway and sometimes I have thoughts of hurting myself, I used to be this happy girl and now I'm this depressed girl who does not want to do anything and I want to be happy but it's hard when my life just keeps on fucking up.
whats up @Rhindy
also Hi red tell Mary-Ann I say hi
whomst the fuck is Mary-Ann?? my character or a person??
My life just sucks right now, I might be moving which means I have to leave my boyfriend and we have been dating for only a month and my parents are stressed out like 24/7 and sometimes I don't even want to get out of my bed in the morning but I force myself to anyway and sometimes I have thoughts of hurting myself, I used to be this happy girl and now I'm this depressed girl who does not want to do anything and I want to be happy but it's hard when my life just keeps on fucking up.
Sweetie.
It will get better with time, OK?
This is a rough patch, that's all.