Crushes

I have a dam problem.

You know that guy I'm trying to get over? We used to live just a couple of houses apart when I lived with my grandma for one and a half year, and I live there every now and then on the weekends. I'm at her place right now, and it's night. From my window I can see farther down the road where his house is. And right above it… is a light. A satellite or something, maybe a star. It's not from a tower or any building. And it's only visible at nighttime. And whatever that light is, it's right freaking above his house. Of course, my love-blinded dumbass mind couldn't help but looking at that light every night and thinking it was a sign of some kind, before I found out about his girlfriend. And now, everytime I am at my grandma's place and see that light I just get sad. So… yeah. That was all.

put on a sleep mask hun
close the blinds

Have no blinds. Have no sleep mask. But I'll figure it out somehow.

also that tea on you and mia? Hecking cute. Like how do ya'll even manage

idk man I don't think I do
cover your face with a pillow and get over him

idk man I don't think I do
cover your face with a pillow and get over him

Probs a good idea. But it's gonna be hard to rp with a pillow on my face XD

good point…mAkE cUrTaInS

Yeah maybe… or I could just try to focus on the screen instead.

What institutes 'the best convo'?

well i can't tell you exactly what was said because some of it is not very pg but in general we talked a lot today and like teased each other and it was fun and i just feel very loved
i also told him that i'd rather go through all this being apart shit with him and know that we have each other rather than not having him at all and he said he feels the same
also i sent him selfies and he like. died or smth
i also sent him one from when i was sitting in bed in my pjs watching a movie and we have a Thing where we sat and pretended we were next to each other in bed while videoing and it looks like when we did that and he hasnt seen it yet but ik he'll Perish when he does

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(I felt like I had to spice up my way of responding to cuteness overloads a bit lol)

thank you my uwu storage has been replenished

also may i just say the guy is so not worth it? turn around from the dumb fuckin light above the house and play some music

Already playing music lol my fav playlist has been on pretty much constantly today

good

also @Loops honey ur living the dream

Couldn't agree more on that

muy gracias ya'll

Ooh that's… erm… specific.

Loll that's my friend group right there.

so… I may have typed up a really really long story telling ya'll that it's ok to have emotions as long as you're not stupid with them….. But it got really really personal really really quick so I just want to get the, go ahead, to post it before doing so just to make sure no one's going to take it the wrong way of me just posting a sob story for pity, because I'm not, I'm sharing a story to keep all of you from doing the same stupid things I did, I and you to understand where I'm coming from when I give my advice on what to/not to do with unwanted emotions, I'm not just some random weirdo with no past experience, that clear? we good?

go for bb, i do the same thing a lot lmao

Yep! Post away!

uhhh i felt that shit
i'd share my own trauma from my first girlfriend from 9th gr three yrs ago who was massively abusive bc it ties into the theme of "don't get urself into a toxic relationship" but i still haven't properly processed it and i'd rather not have a panic attack an hour before bed so we'll skip that
however, bc of my extensive experience with several abusers, i can give any advice abt red flags i am hella good at spotting those and tolerate zero shit so if you feel like ur relationship is funky i can tell u if ur right

I think Gina was really strong to be able to pull herself out of that dark place. It's really amazing that she's learned from her mistakes and to confront that guy? FAM- er… that girlie has courage! I can't imagine being in a situation where a person is threatening suicide just because she would hang out with other people. To be honest, it sounds like the ginger had extremely low self-confidence… but that doesn't justify his actions in any way, shape, or form. I really respect Gina for managing to see through her affection toward him. And now? She's probably out there doing great things like sharing her story to prevent others from falling into that dark place. <3