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only Pickles would be concerned about allergies from him after this scenario I hope things keep moving in a more positive direction though!
Relseyyyyy

@Trix you asked and you shall receive, school was a heckling train wreck, you know what just hit's me right in the gut, we would have had every class together if he hadn't switched, every single one. Not only that but I was just alone a lot, lunch was so weird because Brodric is like the glue that holds our lunch group together and he was just not there and so it was really weird. On top of that this is now week four sense I last saw him and I won't see him until Sunday. After that it wont be too bad because we have early morning scripture study together on week days but that's early morning so I will definitely be dead and we'll get to talk for maybe 10 minutes if that. I just miss him and Band feels wrong with out him and I keep telling him that it's weird but I'll be alright because I don't want him to feel bad and I'm just not ok and I don't know if I'll be ok. I'll get used to it but I wont be ok.

Awww girlie it's okay to not be okay sometimes very big hugs

And I know that He would be able to comfort me perfectly and say just what I need to hear but I don't want to make him feel bad so I'm not telling him.

Can you text him?

Yep, We have each others email so we email back and forth

Oops did I not update ya'll on that, it was back in the beginning of july.

Ooh okay. A simple 'I miss you' could convey thousands.

hello children it has been 3 weeks since julian's been awol and i am. Not in a good place
there's also been some friend drama which is not helping

Oh noo I'm sorry, that sounds like it must be really difficult for you.

yeah :( but! i'm getting more into witchcraft so it's ok
(im not a satanist or anything i just do spells with herbs and my own energy mostly)

Ohh that's coolio.
(Honestly even if you were a Satanist I'd be like "oh that's cool" like I literally just think everything's cool and fine)

yeah! honestly i feel a really big connection to it and it makes me very happy and positive

Well that's great! I'm glad you're doing what makes you happy. Holy shit why am I being so positive today I just loVE EVERYONE ahh what's happening sorry

oh mood it's okay i've been so nice lately it's intoxicating

I think it's cause I was watching Sanders Sides I'm turning into Patton

Awww nooo Picklesss
hugs Mad

oh nooo :(

Oh Pickles I'm a just Hugs, unless you don't like hugs then shoulder pat I'm just going to say, I understand that feeling and I'm sorry, I hope you feel better.

GUYSSS I HAVE A PROBLEMMM

OH NO WHAT IS ITTTT

Oh no! are you going to be alright?

uh-oh

i dont know….i feel like its a huge problem but it could be not bad at all omg idk ahhh

so i show sheep at our county fair and my bff was helping and when we were registering them there was this boy who was starring at me…and then everyday he would "accidently" be where i was. and now, today, (two more days of the fair left) i started liking him….and i dont WANT TO!! i mean, i DO NOT want to like two guys at the same time. you know what i mean? i would rather stick with my Logan and im good….how DO I DO THIS!!!! i think he likes me too so its EVEN WORSE!!! plsss HeLp!

When you say you stated liking him, I'm assuming you've… talked to this guy?

I'm just going to enplane a little bit of human psychology, please note I have not personally researched this, this is information I have gathered from life experience and talked with my sister about ad she majored in psychology so that's what I'm working with, everything I'm about to say may not actually be true, I don't know but it makes seance.

When you find out someone likes you, or you think someone likes, you, you will either A) beginning to distance yourself as much as possible, or b) start liking them back.I think this is because If you think about it from a survival point of view, if there's a suitable mate interested in you, you will approve of them or you don't, they're just not going to cut it , But if the survival part of your brain is like, "Hey, that guy, ya, he could give you a secure life" then you're brains going to be like, "heeeeyyyy I'm just going to pump you full of chemicals now." and it will most likely wear off pretty quickly once your brain realizes, "wait I already have a partner, abort mission I said abort mission we already have a stable relationship. "

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
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