- That's actually a great question, and you make quite a lot of sense out of it. I think I follow him for things other than truth, or what truth I could find. If I'm right, I might even be following for healing, with out thankfulness. I very recently began working my way into that aspect of character.
Well I suppose it could be logical to follow a religion for the benefits, but I never could. If I am understanding you correctly (if) then you are not truly a believer. Forgive my frowardness (and forwardness as well).
Forwardness is alright, don't worry. And frowardness? I don't mind that one bit! It's actually a relief to have someone treating me realistically, and I need a little bit more of it in my life. I might not be, or perhaps I may be a false believer. As for now, the facts seem to lead towards falsehood. It takes me a bit to change my thoughts and ideals, however, so it might be a little before I believe, more truly.