Don't Be Suspicious

"If you poisoned your water maybe your siblings would stop stealing it"

WAIT NO THAT'S A TERRIBLE SOLUTION

Okay that just hurt to read

If you put acid on a pencil and tried to stab yourself in the eye, would the pencil melt before it reached your eye or would your eye melt first?

Depends.

“what if got kidnapped and murdered by that guy right there??!!”
like idk brain shut UP

“What if we punched the wall hard enough to make a hole??”0

"If you poisoned your water maybe your siblings would stop stealing it"

WAIT NO THAT'S A TERRIBLE SOLUTION

that's not an intrusive (maladaptive) thought. That's just shitty.

Hey guys that's actually a really bad disorder that people (me) have.

aren’t they also a part of anxiety?

It's really….bizarre… actually. It's like having to control a tiny psychotic minion in your brain. XD
Usually an episode will go like this:

"Let's drive our car off the bridge."
"Nope. Calm down we're getting ice cream."
"And we'll choke on it."
"….yea. Sure."
eris dissociates while driving and doesn't remember how she got home and is suddenly standing in the shower with ice cream.
"Well that was weird."

Frick I get that

sure, sure

I don't get stuff like that but I do get really violent thoughts. I sometimes just say to myself, "If I had a needle full of just air, and shot it between by toes, I'd die and it'd look like a heart attack, not a suicide" and just move on. It's great.

sometimes i feel like my mind is outside of my body and i'm floating which is way weird

Oof I get that feeling sometimes

sometimes i feel like my mind is outside of my body and i'm floating which is way weird

I had that feeling once when I was maybe 6 and never felt it again. It was odd.

sometimes i feel like my mind is outside of my body and i'm floating which is way weird

I get that sometimes. I really hate it.

it's awwwkwarddd

That's called zoning out and like, everyone does that.

no it's like i can see things in other places in short bursts, almost like a vision. they actually happen, too.

no it's like i can see things in other places in short bursts, almost like a vision. they actually happen, too.

K

no it's like i can see things in other places in short bursts, almost like a vision. they actually happen, too.

I think you might be referring to astral projecting ma dude.

ye @TheMezzoSystemWillBeInconsistentlyOnSry told me about it and it is trippy

no it's like i can see things in other places in short bursts, almost like a vision. they actually happen, too.

right right. okay.

Mental stuff in general just sucks, honestly.

It really does. Though it sucks even more when people lie and say they have conditions, don't you think?

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