*Finger guns*

fingerguns because i’ve probably had the shittiest day ever

finger guns because rant child rant away

fingerguns okay i guess i will

fingerguns at my shitty day so we didn’t get to go outside for Band, which was what I was looking forward to the most grrr and in Biology was okay but I didn’t do my work so I have easy homework. My AP History class is when it fell apart for me because I TOTALLY forgot to do a reading that we had a quiz on, and I kinda teared up because what if my parents found out that I’d failed another quiz and oh noooo and i got so afraid and frusturated it just pented up and I kinda teared up and it was awful and i felt everyone staring at me noooo anyway my teacher (who is literally the best woman on this planet) noticed me tearing up and walked over and gave me options for me to take it later which I gratefully accepted. She told me to write down the questions and turn it in whenever I could, as long as it was in the morning that that was great but I felt humiliated and upset at how I ungrasped at my emotions/extreme stress. But anyway the class ended with me basically the most nervous I’ve been in a while because what if word got out? I’m not one to worry about shit like that but when I crack under strain and stress (I do it most around my parents and the yell at me for it and I abolutely hate it to the point where it’s just gotten easier to break down in stressful stuations) and I went to Latin which was boring and Health crippled my dream because the economy sucks ass and I had ELA where i had to write a paper and i had Geometry which is the class I’m most behind in and i’m really afraid for when my parents figure that out because instead of being understanding they’ll just be asshats about it and
im edgy i’m sorry…

Hey. We're here for you friend.

;u;

fingerguns weakly because I hate my family because they stress me out

Finger guns because don't they all? We'll help you get through whatever the hell of a nasty situation you're in the sticky middle of. Okay?

fingerguns because stress is really hard to deal with thank you

finger guns cuz I agree with you about stress.

fingerguns because imagine that but at high school where work is literally overloading you to the point of crying in front of your classmates

I'm sorry I'm being really selfish

i'll be quiet now

finger guns because I don't think you're being selfish, go on if you'd like.

fingerguns because i am

finger guns because we can be selfish together then hugs Emi

smol hug back

anyway

where were we after I butted in with my depression?

Finger guns hai

finger guns that Alex was a mood

fingerguns Hi Qxeen

fingerguns how's life?

fingerguns because I'm so selfish you already know

finger guns because I think you're amazing and that you shouldn't be hard on urself :(

fingerguns because I'm the worst person ever yay

fingerguns you're not Emi, stop thinking you are

fingerguns because if you knew me irl you wouldn't think that

fingerguns it's a matter of opinion, I might think you're the best person, others might think the opposite.

Fingerguns No one thinks that at all tho i think it's because I'm an asshole

Relax, Emi, we think you're fine!

fingerguns because i cannot relax i am a working human being

Fingerguns No one thinks that at all tho i think it's because I'm an asshole

Fingerguns I do tho

finger guns while walking backwards, trips on a rock and instantly dies

fingerguns deciding I'll leave you guys alone now