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I snap elastic cord braclet on my wrist
For people struggling with self harm or depression
Yeah, I snap rubber bands on my wrists too.
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Its better then using a knife i suppose, i also scratch my skin aroud my neck a bunch
I have a cut on my head that I keep reopening. (and then people freak out and ask why my head is bleeding)
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I stratch bug bites and watch them bleed, watching the blood dry is quite satisfying.
I agree. Looking at the blood before it dries is even more satisfying.
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I don't self harm, but I have a really bad habit of chewing my nails and picking at my cuticals (is that the word? The clear skinlike stuff over the bottom of your nails??)
Also I'm starting to wonder if I have some form of bipolar since I can go from super happy to super sad in seconds but I'm honestly not sure. I occasionally have suicidal thoughts, mostly over the summer where I hand't seen my friends in a month bc they were all busy and I felt alone and forgotten, but I'd never be able to go through with it, probably because I hate being in pain, even for a short period of time. The closest I've ever gotten is praying for death. I feel like I have to stay alive 1. Because I'm stubborn and ambitious and want to be published and 2. Because I need to hang on for y'all and my other friends.
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I agree. Looking at the blood before it dries is even more satisfying.
What did I just read ._.
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Watching the blood pool up is awesome
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HAHAHA lol I def don't struggle with either of those LOL what do you mean hahaha no.
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(starts coming apart at the seams)
yo what's wrong
anything I can do to help
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I have no motivation in life besides helping people and they test my kindness every single day it’s frustrating to the point where I have ripped my hair out
Oof don't rip out your hair you need that
Just
Stop helping people
If they're testing your kindness they clearly don't appreciate it and don't deserve it
Idk if that's good advice
But if you don't have motivation, don't just sit and wait for it. It won't come. Maybe it will come when you get up and start chasing it
Beat it with a club
(Off topic but Frank Sinatra literally referred to Peru as Llama-Land and that temporarily cured my depression)
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“Beat it with a club.”
What ._.
Beat it with a club
Make motivation bow down to you
Beat it with a club
Juice out every ounce of it
Beat
It
With
A
Club
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Aggressive
No better way to do anything than aggressively
Because kneeling and saying please doesn't work in this shit world
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Fair enough.
But still.
Aggressive.
Eh
Do you need anything?
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Nah
Okay. Let me know if I can do anything to help you.
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Ok thank you
Of course. I'm here if you need anything
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Was Frank Sinatra the Rat Pack guy?? If so, he had ties with some mafias I believe (what nooo I don't have a slightly unhealthy obsession with mafias where'd you get that idea? Just fuggetaboutit.)
What??? Frank Sinatra is a singer? Rat pack guy? I honestly have no clue what you're talking about
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There was a singer but I forgot his name and he was the rat pack guy and had mafia ties??? Can't remember his name though.