You have to understand that I've never thought I was beautiful. I can convince other people that they're beautiful at the drop of a hat, but myself? Out of the picture. I have so many friends that tell me how pretty I am, irl and on NB, but I never really let it sink in. In my heart, I've never ever truly believed that I was beautiful. I have pictures of myself trying to be beautiful, but I never thought I was and now you guys are making me actually believe I can be pretty… Like, no one ever told me that I was ugly, but I just always believed that I was because there's no way that someone like me could ever be beautiful. And you guys are telling me that I can and I don't know how to react in all honesty… This is so freaking cheesy, I might as well just stop, but you guys are actually doing so much. Even with makeup on I was like, "You look fake." Without makeup, I say, "You're ugly anyway, why try." My mind is branching off into so many different ideas right now, so I'm sorry that this is so long. But I just wanted to kind let my heart talk for a little, so… yeah.
🧡 Camie