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Hey I'm Sly and I'm frickin depressed and unmotivated

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I mean we don't want you to die, dear, please, like Natasha said, live for those who couldn't.

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Do you think I'm worth the trouble?

@kat_i_am

dogs are perfect
and you will miss out on petting so many dogs

@kat_i_am

Do you think I'm worth the trouble?

YOU ARE SO WORTH THE TROUBLE
I WAS ABOUT TO GO TO BED BUT NOW I AM NOT UNTIL YOU ARE OKAY

@kat_i_am

you told us to talk you out of suicide and my heart rate went up like 10 bpm

@Firebrand

Do you think I'm worth the trouble?

yes, yes you are you beautiful man/person

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I don't feel like it tho

I don't wanna see what life has for me

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Do you think I'm worth the trouble?

Yes, absolutely, you're so great. It'd be really upsetting to never type Sly again, unless i was just using the word.

@kat_i_am

I love you so much Sly
Your friends and family love you

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I don't feel like it tho

I don't wanna see what life has for me

why not? I'm sure you have so much in store!

Sly seriously you're scaring me, please, don't do this.

@Firebrand

I don't feel like it tho

I don't wanna see what life has for me

sly, we love you, we will ALWAYS love you.

@kat_i_am

Everything you're experiencing right now is temporary, in the grand scheme of things
Would you stop reading Harry Potter right after Cedric dies? When everything is going terribly? Or would you keep reading, having faith in JK that she'll make everything all right in the end?
Good always overcomes evil.
Love always overcomes hate.

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My family would hate me if they knew what I was

so would my friends

I'd have nothing left

@kat_i_am

I don't feel like it tho

I don't wanna see what life has for me

I want to see what life has for you

@WriteOutofTime

SLY
PLEASE DUDE
STAY ALIVE FOR ME DUDE

@Firebrand

My family would hate me if they knew what I was

so would my friends

I'd have nothing left

sly, honey please, tell us what's wrong

@kat_i_am

My family would hate me if they knew what I was

so would my friends

I'd have nothing left

WE ARE YOUR FRIENDS AND WE DO NOT HATE YOU
I would literally take you to college with me
you can stay in my dorm room with me
I'll adopt you for real

@kat_i_am

I'm 18 I can legally do that I think

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My family would hate me if they knew what I was

so would my friends

I'd have nothing left

Sly, what are you? You can tell us, we won't hate you for it. That's not how the human mind works. The only reason people are irrational about things is because it comes as a shock and a human's natural instinct is to hate it. It changes nothing about how someone would feel about you.

Please, Sly, don't think or type things like this, it's so scary.

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Everything

My sis spiraled into depression

she's the light of my life

I'm slowly learning that I'm queer

and my family and friends would hate me so I keep it pent up

I live with horrible comments on who I am every day

there's so much more

@Firebrand

Everything

My sis spiraled into depression

she's the light of my life

I'm slowly learning that I'm queer

and my family and friends would hate me so I keep it pent up

I live with horrible comments on who I am every day

there's so much more

sly honey don't listen to them, it doesn't matter what they think of you. they don't understand the TRUE you.

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Everything

My sis spiraled into depression

she's the light of my life

I'm slowly learning that I'm queer

and my family and friends would hate me so I keep it pent up

I live with horrible comments on who I am every day

there's so much more

Sly! Who cares if you're queer! A whole bunch of people are starting to support them! I myself support them! One of my best friends is queer, and I fully support them! Sly, please, listen to us, you're a really great person, and sooner or later your life will start going up again. You can't give up. You just can't.

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Yeah

but I love them

I don't wanna hurt them

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Sly please don't
We love you
It wouldn't be the same without you
You're such a great person
Please

@WriteOutofTime

Sly, we accept you, okay?? No matter what. You're an awesome human being and a light on this sight. You've got so much more to do and accomplish. Please don't hurt yourself. Please.

@Firebrand

Yeah

but I love them

I don't wanna hurt them

you won't hurt them.

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Sly if you kill yourself you're gonna hurt everybody you know and love more than you can think! Please, please don't go.

@kat_i_am

Everything

My sis spiraled into depression

she's the light of my life

I'm slowly learning that I'm queer

and my family and friends would hate me so I keep it pent up

I live with horrible comments on who I am every day

there's so much more

I get it. I get it so much my heart hurts.
I have had my share of self-hatred. Maybe more.
I know what it is to have other people hate you too. I know what it's like to lose (or feel like you're losing) your best friend, the light of your life
But you know what?
I promise you
it gets better
there is light at the end of the tunnel

and as for being queer-
oh my gosh I get it Sly. I get it.
I had a really hard time coming to terms with the fact that I was bi. and then ace. and for a really long time I couldn't even use the word gay to describe myself or my feelings towards girls
It was hard. It still is.
I still don't like calling myself queer.
I'm working on it.
I get days where I hate myself still.

But the good news?
All days come to an end. And the sun rises in the morning. And we get to try again and to be better and to face hate with love and to be the bigger person and to teach other people and to learn and to be human

@Firebrand

Yeah

but I love them

I don't wanna hurt them

please don't go…

@CWTurtleOfFreedom

Sly
We need you
If you can’t keep going for yourself
Keep going for the people who need you
Like us
We need you