I'M WAVING THROUGH A WINDOW

And you think maybe everybody waaants it

And needs it.

A little bit…too

This was just a sad invention

It wasn't real, I know

But we were happy

I guess I couldn't let that go

I guess I couldn't give that up

I guess I wanted to believe

Cause if I just believe

Then I don't have to see what's really there

No I'd rather pretend

I'm something better than these broken parts

Pretend I'm something other than this mess that I am

'Cause then I don't have to look at it

And no one gets to look at it

No, no one can really seeeee

CAUSE I'VE LEARNED TO SLAM ON THE BRAKE

BEFORE I EVEN TURN THE KEY

BEFORE I MAKE THE MISTAKE

BEFORE I LEAD WITH THE WORST OF ME

I NEVER LET THEM SEE THE WOOOORST OF MEEEEEE

'Cause what if everyone saw?

What if everyone knew

Would they like what they saw?

Or would they hate it too

Will I just keep on running away from what's true?

All I ever do is run

So how do I step in

Step into the suuuunnn