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Idk I'm So Tired Of Being Tired

@houdini forum 22 comments schedule
@houdini

I was kinda working on a song/poetry thing, and though I'm not really a fan of it, I want to share it because idk, I just do. Even if it's unconnected and has a stupid, copious amount of rhymes.

So don't like, claim it's yours plz, if you happen to like it or whatever. Maybe I'll do something with it one day.

Dropout:

I'm tired of making the same mistakes
Of being scared my dream will go to waste
Wanna write a song but don't know where to start
Feeling like a failure when I try to make my art
I've always like poetry, but songs are kinda different
I wanna keep on trying but I'm feeling oh-so freaking spent
Maybe if I dropout of school I'd have the time
But even then, in terms of money, I still won't have a dime

I wanna be a dropout
I wanna be a dropout
I wanna be a dropout
But I can't

'Cause I
Still worry 'bout my GPA
I swear that teacher hates me
I really need a break
My homework is missing
The seniors are kissing
Classmates are dissing
And I just wanna (die–)

I wanna be a dropout
I wanna be a dropout
I wanna be a dropout
I'm out

Of my mind
Everyone always thinks I'm so kind
But that's not true at all, and if you look you'll find
I'm really codependent, and even though I say I'm fine
I really just want to (die–)

'Cause I'm scared of disapointing
And school is too controlling
I wanna run away
But mom and dad want me to stay
I'm told there's more to life
Than just plain worry and strife
I need to kneel and pray
Devil tells me not today
Wanna put a gun to my head
Guess instead I'll go to bed

I wanna be a dropout
I wanna be a dropout
I wanna be a dropout
But I can't

I wanna be a dropout
I wanna be a dropout
(I wanna be a dropout)

BIG MOOD

@houdini

Same, Cas
(love your @)

Thank youuuu

@blue_topaz

Wow
I have never read anything that deep in I don’t know how long
That’s really good wow
Whoah
Do you want a virtual hug?

@basil_

That was amazing and literally explained my life
good job

@houdini

Thanks guys, that makes me feel a bit better
@Spooky_Tea_ {Topaz} a virtual hug would be nice lol
And @Nobody.Thinks.What.I.Think (kkkkkkmart) I'm sorry you can relate… I'd be glad to give you a virtual hug with Spooky. We should just have a giant virtual group hug to include all the outcasts.

@basil_

Thanks guys, that makes me feel a bit better
@Spooky_Tea_ {Topaz} a virtual hug would be nice lol
And @Nobody.Thinks.What.I.Think (kkkkkkmart) I'm sorry you can relate… I'd be glad to give you a virtual hug with Spooky. We should just have a giant virtual group hug to include all the outcasts.

Hugs hugs
Everyone gets hugs

@blue_topaz

Hugshugshugshugs

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Hugs?

@blue_topaz

Hugs

person_off
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HUGS!

@basil_

HUGS

@houdini

HUGS

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hUgs
Crying

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@Knight-Shives group

I LOVE YOU TRASH

@basil_

somuchhug

@blue_topaz

Sobs violently
Hugsss

@basil_

hugs are goooood

@houdini

I LOVE YOU TRASH

THANK YOU SPOOPY-UNDEAD-CAT I LOVE YOU, TOO

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@Knight-Shives group

THANK YOU

@Wry_Wyvern

I saw the title and I'm here