if you are reading this...

It's okay to feel this way but it's not okay to keep it contained within you. Talk to someone. You aren't being a bother when you do. People care about you. Look. An entire chat of people trying to save you.

A friend that is in eighth grade while I’m in 11th and she’s wise beyond her years

We all love you Austin
Don’t forget that

eleventh grade. you have so much to live for. you haven't even graduated yet. you're just a kid.

You’ve gotten through so much
Don’t throw it away now

no

Austin please
Ask for help
Let people help you
We want you to stay
There’s a reason why
Or else we wouldn’t be here now, talking to you
Begging you to stay
So, I know I’ve said this a thousand times, but
Please

savana and Elexis are legit tryna pull me threw the window

Are they trying to help you or hurt you?
Becuase if they’re trying to help you
It’s very clear that they care
And they need you

Why?

because they can’t open the door. It has a pretty well-built frame and kicking it in would be nearly impossible

I am not gonna let them succeed here

Let them help

Austin, let them help you
Please
They need you, or else they wouldn’t be pulling you through a window to save you

sometimes, you have to let go

Now is not that time
I will not let go Austin
I will remember this forever
I will not forgive myself if you leave when I had the chance to talk to you
I will not forget

i’m tempted to run

can’t run

Austin
Let them help
Because they will be affected if you go
They will be hurt if you go

don’t worry

But we will worry

I am worried

I will not forgive myself
Those people will be hurt
Let
Them
Help
You deserve better than this
You deserve to live

but I forgive you

Austin
Listen to me
I will be hurt, we will be hurt, they will be hurt
Because we love you, we care
Please, stay for us
There is light at the end of the tunnel
It will get better

Just let them help

now I’m sitting in the same place I’ve been sitting for an hour

I’ve been sitting in the same place too for an hour
Trying to talk you out of this
Because I care
I wouldn’t have been sitting at my ipad waiting for every response if I was okay with this
I am not okay with you going
I desperately want you to stay
I care
You matter to me

Why do you want to go? Talk to me, tell me about it.

how did taylor open that door