So like what
Just everything is going on and I'm over here like
What
Just...*everything*
I get you, friend.
What is going on. Just what.
For instance:
-I'm dating a wonderful and amazing girl named Mia but my anxiety and doubt is making me second-guess the entire thing despite constant reassurements from her. I also feel like I'm being annoying.
-It's finals week…I have a social studies project where we design a country, for one. One member of my group is making the others annoyed and they're not exactly filtering themselves and I don't know how to tell them kindly to stop. I also have a physics final and science and a paper roller coaster project…this one sexist guy in my group won't. shut. up. And I have a math final which I lost my textbook to study for.
-I hate and fear my parents with the hate and fear of a thousand cosmoses. They are always either screaming at me or ignoring me and there's no in between. I don't exactly enjoy it.
-I feel like I'm eating too much junk and basically not feeling acceptable enough. Like, I don't get cold easily so I wore overalls today (it was kinda cold) and when we had a fire drill outside a lot of people were talking about me and how I should also shave my legs and I'm like stooooooooooooooooooop
-I have, like, zero food for lunch. My dad barely puts anything in and I don't have school lunch money to buy anything else, so I basically rely on my friends for food or snacks throughout the school day.
-I basically feel like I'm letting everyone down
-I have this constant, constant urge to do everything - like, have experience in everything. I want to do search-and-rescue while also being a theatre performer, I want to be a paramedic who also costume designs and songwrites, I want to be a teacher who does Indy racing.
Despite all this, I'm getting along just fine, actually.
You're a freaking superhero
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I feel you Loops.. maybe not in all the same ways, but I get the pressure in so many different ways..
Thank you honestly
I don't really feel that special at school or at home because you know, no one tells me that ever, except Mia, she tells me I'm amazing a lot but I don't really feel like one so thank you
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You are amazing!! And seriously, you're not alone with the pressure bit!!
oh my god thank ya'll
idk if it makes it better or worse if i tell you this but I'm
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You really deserve an award
You're a freaking superhero
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rdctfgvbhjnknhbgft okayyyy
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oh my god thank ya'll
idk if it makes it better or worse if i tell you this but I'm
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Yeah, you've got it better handled than me, (Is around 3ish yrs older)
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oh my god thank ya'll
idk if it makes it better or worse if i tell you this but I'm
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I'm a pile of emotions and whatnot, and I'm about 4 years older than you. Accept it, you have superpowers besides the electricity, Electroloops
lol okay I guess
I like to listen to really pumped boss songs and strut down the school halls and get things done y'know like I may be small but I'm gonna get into the air force faster than your six foot son will ever get into college karen
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Power to you!
yeyeyeye honestly this site is a gift from god
Listen… You. Got. This. WHen life gets you down you know what you gotta do…
JUST KEEP SWIMMING
And Loops You are doing a great job at swimming you're out there doing the 500 Fly Like.A.Boss.
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yeyeyeye honestly this site is a gift from god
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Just keep swimming
just keep swimming
just keep swimming swimming swimming
what do we do
swim
swim
I LOVE TO SWIM!!
I have thalassaphobia lol but thanks for the metaphor relsey!
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Omg. Me too
wait seriously oh my god
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The only time I get in water is when it's clear or I can touch the bottom easily
I mean you could be doing fly in a very shallow small pool… is that how thalassaphobia works, sorry I'm not trying to be insensitive just trying to be informed
no it's a fear of deep water, so basically if it could potentially cover my face or a majority of my body I say no. it also just makes me anxious whenever i'm near even tiny bodies of water like pools
which is also why I'm a little anxious to go to my friend's end of year party which has a pool, she keeps saying she'll push me in or something but mia's going so it'll probably be fine
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Yeah, anything above the chest is a no-no
no it's a fear of deep water, so basically if it could potentially cover my face or a majority of my body I say no. it also just makes me anxious whenever i'm near even tiny bodies of water like pools
OOoooooh Ok thanks for sharing
does anyone here speak crayon lol I just need to get that everything off of my mind
In that case….. NEW METAPHOR….
You know some times in life you hit really big walls with perfectly smooth surface and some times you just have to pick up a sharp pointy object like sarcasm and climb to the top of the wall using nothing but the sharpness of your wit… And I'd say you're excelling