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Let's change it up - First Crush?

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@faltering_through pets

I had a crush on a girl from church (my first crush) but I mean it was church so obviously, nothing would have happened and nothing did. I also had a crush earlier this year on another girl but uh she already had a boyfriend so that went down the drain real quick. At the moment I have a mild crush on someone on this site but I ain't about to name who because that's awkward and just no. Besides, Considering how cool that person is they probably already got a partner or somethin'

cries I did… then I rushed it and now I’m alone and I want to die because I feel like it’s all my fault even though she told me it isn’t and I’m writing in run on sentence for, WHHHHYYY

lmaoo that is such a mood dude

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I had a crush on a girl from church (my first crush) but I mean it was church so obviously, nothing would have happened and nothing did. I also had a crush earlier this year on another girl but uh she already had a boyfriend so that went down the drain real quick. At the moment I have a mild crush on someone on this site but I ain't about to name who because that's awkward and just no. Besides, Considering how cool that person is they probably already got a partner or somethin'

cries I did… then I rushed it and now I’m alone and I want to die because I feel like it’s all my fault even though she told me it isn’t and I’m writing in run on sentence for, WHHHHYYY

lmaoo that is such a mood dude

I am a mood. Everything I do is a mood appearently. THIS THING IM TYPING IS A MOOD AHHHHHH

@Yamatsu

I mean, I'm like terrified of rejection and all that jazz so I think I'll keep it to myself until I leave the site

I hate rejection as much as the next guy, but you might as well go for it. The worst they'll do is say "no, thank you." After that, you can be like me and drown your sorrows in furry animals!

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Haii, I've never had a crush so idk why i'm even here in the first place

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Well if you don’t soon then they will get upset! They will think it’s there fault that you left, you don’t want that to happen, do you?

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Haii, I've never had a crush so idk why i'm even here in the first place

Lol. Good for you. The feeling makes me very uncomfortable.

@ravens

oh snap, someone actually remembered lmao thanks raven, appreciate it my dude~

no problem :)

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But I've always wanted to have a crush bc everyone is just talking about their problems with their crushes and I'm here in a corner, not having a single clue of what the hell they were talking about

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But I've always wanted to have a crush bc everyone is just talking about their problems with their crushes and I'm here in a corner, not having a single clue of what the hell they were talking about

You can’t force yourself to get a crush, it comes naturally. You might be Asexual.

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Ik, I've also been thinking I'm Ace, or it just be bc I'm too focused on other stuff?

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Could be.

@Yamatsu

Love yourself, and love will come naturally.
"I'm wood, I'm good, get used to it!"

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@faltering_through pets

I mean, I'm like terrified of rejection and all that jazz so I think I'll keep it to myself until I leave the site

I hate rejection as much as the next guy, but you might as well go for it. The worst they'll do is say "no, thank you." After that, you can be like me and drown your sorrows in furry animals!

lmaoo ahh I think I would die if I told them, I'm the type of person that freaks out on almost about everything but thanks for the advise, I might actually go for it when I'm not swimming in depression and my suicidal thoughts lol

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Lol then why do I love people, I hate myself!

@Yamatsu

I mean, I'm like terrified of rejection and all that jazz so I think I'll keep it to myself until I leave the site

I hate rejection as much as the next guy, but you might as well go for it. The worst they'll do is say "no, thank you." After that, you can be like me and drown your sorrows in furry animals!

lmaoo ahh I think I would die if I told them, I'm the type of person that freaks out on almost about everything but thanks for the advise, I might actually go for it when I'm not swimming in depression and my suicidal thoughts lol

Trust me, my freaking out/indecisiveness prevented me from making my friendship with my prom date WAY more awkward. As it turns out, you really shouldn't kiss someone if you don't know their feelings about you, and I dodged a MAJOR bullet.

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@faltering_through pets

I mean, I'm like terrified of rejection and all that jazz so I think I'll keep it to myself until I leave the site

I hate rejection as much as the next guy, but you might as well go for it. The worst they'll do is say "no, thank you." After that, you can be like me and drown your sorrows in furry animals!

lmaoo ahh I think I would die if I told them, I'm the type of person that freaks out on almost about everything but thanks for the advise, I might actually go for it when I'm not swimming in depression and my suicidal thoughts lol

Trust me, my freaking out/indecisiveness prevented me from making my friendship with my prom date WAY more awkward. As it turns out, you really shouldn't kiss someone if you don't know their feelings about you, and I dodged a MAJOR bullet.

oof that woulda been hella scary right there and dude thank god you didn't do it lol

@Yamatsu

I mean, I'm like terrified of rejection and all that jazz so I think I'll keep it to myself until I leave the site

I hate rejection as much as the next guy, but you might as well go for it. The worst they'll do is say "no, thank you." After that, you can be like me and drown your sorrows in furry animals!

lmaoo ahh I think I would die if I told them, I'm the type of person that freaks out on almost about everything but thanks for the advise, I might actually go for it when I'm not swimming in depression and my suicidal thoughts lol

Trust me, my freaking out/indecisiveness prevented me from making my friendship with my prom date WAY more awkward. As it turns out, you really shouldn't kiss someone if you don't know their feelings about you, and I dodged a MAJOR bullet.

oof that woulda been hella scary right there and dude thank god you didn't do it lol

No kidding! We're still friends, though (despite my supermassive crush on her that I'm afraid to go further with).

@actual-fandom-trash

Honestly my longest crush was only a few months until freAkING NOW WHERE IVE BEEN UNKNOWINGLY CRUSHING FOR ALMOST A YEAR
And I can't do anything about it and it's just ajhadhslkdl

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@faltering_through pets

I mean, I'm like terrified of rejection and all that jazz so I think I'll keep it to myself until I leave the site

I hate rejection as much as the next guy, but you might as well go for it. The worst they'll do is say "no, thank you." After that, you can be like me and drown your sorrows in furry animals!

lmaoo ahh I think I would die if I told them, I'm the type of person that freaks out on almost about everything but thanks for the advise, I might actually go for it when I'm not swimming in depression and my suicidal thoughts lol

Trust me, my freaking out/indecisiveness prevented me from making my friendship with my prom date WAY more awkward. As it turns out, you really shouldn't kiss someone if you don't know their feelings about you, and I dodged a MAJOR bullet.

oof that woulda been hella scary right there and dude thank god you didn't do it lol

No kidding! We're still friends, though (despite my supermassive crush on her that I'm afraid to go further with).

ahhh I know the feeling, but if you're a smol introverted mess like me you'll probably just stay quiet about it, but if you're the opposite and have courage I think you'd be able to pull it off dude (I'm rooting for ya!)

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@faltering_through pets

Honestly my longest crush was only a few months until freAkING NOW WHERE IVE BEEN UNKNOWINGLY CRUSHING FOR ALMOST A YEAR
And I can't do anything about it and it's just ajhadhslkdl

that happened to me once (I was an oblivious idiot) and once I figured it out it hit me like a truck lmao

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@faltering_through pets

also…I'm curious to know what ya'll think of me, what gender do ya'll think I am?? (I don't think I've ever openly covered this)

@Yamatsu

I'm guessing a woman? You guys are the ones that make the most murder jokes.

@ravens

Male

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I think male

@ravens

You guys are the ones that make the most murder jokes.

I see your point there. Yesterday in PE I screeched death threats at anyone who dared to throw balls at my head

@Yamatsu

My Forensics teacher summed it up best, "Men will kill women, but women will kill EVERYBODY."

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@faltering_through pets

so two of ya'll think I'm male and Yamatsu thinks I'm a girl….aight cool lmaoo

@Yamatsu

So you're not going to confirm? Anonymity on the Internet is always a good thing!

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It's pretty obvious what my gender is so yayyy

@actual-fandom-trash

Lol I'm pretty sure y'all know my gender