my cat just died...

RIP Corndog. All I can even say, I'm not happy and I'm not sad I'm just numb. I've kinda given up. Dealing with a crazy cousin and all, I just have to keep going even when I'm not feeling anything. I loved you, girl. Even if you did try to eat my feet sometimes. I kinda want to get another pet and get past this bump but I don't have money lmao. At least she didn't suffer, and now I have to pick up a second job to deal with vet bills so I won't be online as much.

Aw, Orion, I'm so sorry <3 that sucks and I really hope things get better for you

I'll be fine… I just never realized how helpful it is to have an animal around.

Therapy ya know?

Yeah, I get it. It just sucks, as does the fact that you'll have to get another job to cover the bills

Maybe, that is. I might also be getting a raise, or laid off, so I don't know what will happen to me honestly lol.

oh yikes that's kinda scary tho

Thanks lmao.

I don't know… was thinking of getting a slightly more long living pet, I know that if you care for them well some snakes live like twenty thirty years and idk I could probably rescue on off of craigslist or something.

Although vet bills for exotics? Crazy. So maybe yeah another cat. I did move out of crazy landlord's shitty apartment and into an actual house for the first time (still renting tho… this is why I hate capitalism lmao) and my new landlord smokes pot and told me that any pet I can manage to keep alive I can keep so that's somewhat comforting.

Hmm, thanks.