I haven't been diagnosed with depression yet simply because I'm too scared to talk to a doctor about this and also my pride gets in the way, the "oh yea I can totally handle this by myself" while secretly wishing I could end myself lol but regarding your depression all I can say is live through it. I know that it's hard and painful but you have to keep going, also talking to someone about it would help a lot, something I should have done a few years ago but all I could do was cry every night and wish I could tear my heart out from the pain. I didn't really do anything special like talk to someone about it, I just kinda got numb to it after a while? (mostly because I was hella shy, but don't do what I didn't do) And hey if you ever wanna talk about it, I'll be there for ya, I know how it can sink you so hard and fast in like no time at all