Personal Venting Chat, New and Improved! (Without Jerks)

Everything else in the situation is a total pass. But the pasta? That's where it's at.

This tbh

i’m here for the pasta and electrocuting myself to death

Very festive

you can’t beat my ass mir if i’m not alive

you can’t beat my ass mir if i’m not alive

I was going to say this but I was waiting for Mir to respond lol

you can’t beat my ass mir if i’m not alive

i'll hang your corpse from a tree and beat it like a pinata

That sounds like an exciting funeral game activity and I consent to it

ella! I'm really proud of you!! <3333
(I know, I know I'm late lmao)

you can’t beat my ass mir if i’m not alive

i'll hang your corpse from a tree and beat it like a pinata

That one was actually kinda funny Mir!

that one was actually kinda funny

I'm gonna vent for a hot second because I do not want to know what's happening in the conversation right before me, so ignore this if you want lol

I'm doing really good. LIke better than I have in a long long time and it's so refreshing and good. And part of me just wants to forget everything bad and all of those bad feelings that I did feel for a while because I'm doing good right now. But, that's not gonna work, now is it? I don't know if it's possible for me to just move on without really dealing with it. Especially if I don't know how long this wave of Good is gonna last. I'm almost 2 months clean for the first time in almost a year and that's good, right? I came out to my parents about a month ago and it,, didn't go horribly? _{(my parents are kinda homophobic but their reaction was mostly "there's nothing wrong with it but you're too young to know and it shouldn't even be something on your mind. you should be focused on your studies !11!!1!!) and my dad stopped my mom from trying to say something about how others would react, he was like "no that's not important right now" which was :)}

but like, coming out seriously made everything so much lighter for me
And don't get me wrong, I'm eternally grateful for the way life has been right now, but is it really gonna last? it'd be dumb for me to think that it's gonna stay like this for much longer. I haven't not felt actively s**dal in a really long time and it almost feels like the calm before the storm right now, where it's just too calm so yeah idk.

okay that will be all, thank you for your ears and time

s**dal

does this mean sandal or am I just a fucking idiot

s**dal

does this mean sandal or am I just a fucking idiot

*uici***

s**dal

does this mean sandal or am I just a fucking idiot

Suicidal

s**dal

does this mean sandal or am I just a fucking idiot

I DidnT put enought asteriks, it's supposed to be sewer-slide but I'm still on a school computer and I don't want it to be flagged-

s**dal

does this mean sandal or am I just a fucking idiot

I DidnT put enought asteriks, it's supposed to be sewer-slide but I'm still on a school computer and I don't want it to be flagged-

oh my god I'm sorry–

But aft, I'm happy for you. Now's not the time to worry about the future. Now's the time to strengthen yourself and grow and enjoy the calm. That way, if you do fall into some darkness again, you'll be a little more prepared. :)

s**dal

does this mean sandal or am I just a fucking idiot

I DidnT put enought asteriks, it's supposed to be sewer-slide but I'm still on a school computer and I don't want it to be flagged-

oh my god I'm sorry–

fjkad it's chill lmaoo~

or just slorp christmas lights with your shrimp alfredo and then drink a glass of water

if y'all are making pasta, send me sme because I really fecking like pasta

same
i've lost my appetite for most foods lately but the one thing that hasn't gone away is my intense love for pasta and oh boy i love pasta

honestly i'd rather y'all electrocute yourselves in a bathtub with christmas lights than hump a table leg while video chatting with a random guy who's jerking off