Personal Venting Chat, New and Improved! (Without Jerks)

Ik this is gonna sound dumb but im kinda upset cuz I found out the people in this club I do have a group chat for the club and they didn't add me even though they have my number and have known me since elementary school and they all act like they're my friends and im close with several of them. Idk im tired of being excluded from stuff. I feel like no one from my school really likes me.

I feel that

usually I'm cool with being touched but sometimes I get in 'moods' where I would rather die than be touched

Me but reverse

Vent time. It's been a depressing couple of days. It's really showing up physically. I'm paler than usual (which makes me ghostly) and my eyes are surrounded with black. I'm constantly tired, but my heart is pounding out of anxiety. I'm exhausted, but I'm sleeping around 10 hours a night and resting pretty much all day. My mind is not in a good place (though I am getting a lot of writing ideas, which is a plus). I'm bored of it. A part of me wants to do something stupid, something to get me livid. My brain is so cloudy. I'm not exactly sad or panicky, just sort of. Done? I don't know.

I went on a hike with my parents (who are kinda tanned from working in the yard lately) and realized that I'm like 3 shades whiter than them rn
I look like a corpse

My mom goes outside like two hours every day now and she's tanner than I've ever been from marching band

I just realized I treat people I like and people I don't like irl basically the same but I'm around people I like more. Don't know if that as something good or bad about me, but it definitely says something

My mom goes outside like two hours every day now and she's tanner than I've ever been from marching band

What I this “tanning”? I don’t believe that’s something I associate with

I like looking dead

You don't look dead. You're nowhere near pale and that's coming from a girl who lives in a city full of trashy orange spray tanned cheerleaders

I like looking dead

You don't look dead. You're nowhere near pale and that's coming from a girl who lives in a city full of trashy orange spray tanned cheerleaders

I may or may not have pictured Trump in a cheerleader outfit
I also may or may not require eye bleach

I like looking dead

You don't look dead. You're nowhere near pale and that's coming from a girl who lives in a city full of trashy orange spray tanned cheerleaders

I may or may not have pictured Trump in a cheerleader outfit
I also may or may not require eye bleach

Good.

I don't feel good and I don't know why

I may or may not have pictured Trump in a cheerleader outfit

Like this?

What ring of hell did you find that godforsaken image in?

"BIDEN-CHAN" I-

I may or may not have pictured Trump in a cheerleader outfit

Like this?

What ring of hell did you find that godforsaken image in?

i made it

What ring of hell did you crawl out of?