A GIRL ASKED ME OUT HOW DO I SAY NO
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Not anymore :(
Long story, don't want to talk about it
Okay, thanks Liz :) <3<3<3<3
Good luck! :3
and on today's list of obsessive daydreams that i don't want and didn't ask for: thinking abt a spin the bottle game with my grade group nd getting anxious over it despite it literally Never happening ever
Small vent, ignore if you please:
So, I was having a talk with my dad one day and he asked me "Why can't you be more like your sister?" Like, what the hell? Why should I be like her? Am I not good enough for you or something?
My mom tells me the exact opposite…
“I just really don’t want to to become like your sister”
Like, what the heck is wrong with my sister???
My dad will sit at the dinner table and point out every little thing wrong with me. It's not okay. It makes me feel uncomfortable. He even openly insults me, then says he never did. Like, I clearly heard you call me disgusting. He keeps saying I think he's stupid when I have, multiple times, said I don't. He accuses me of rolling my eyes when I don't. He always argues a lie if it makes him "right." It's really frustrating to say the least.
Same here. I can never win an argument because they lie.
I've just given up on trying to argue with my dad.
my mom is,,,
i'm not a perfect child (i doubt that really exists) but between the three of us (me and my brothers) i'm the "most well-behaved)
meaning i obey the adults the most and don't attempt to argue very much because it's pointless
but!
my brother's do not! do! that!!
and i sometimes feel like my mother cares more about her reputation in public than anything else and last night my brothers started fighting at church and as soon as all of us got into the car she was yelling at them and it was,,
intense i guess is the word
and she basically tells the youngest not to be anything like the older one and im just-
that's not how this works, they're b o t h in the wrong
but you're also bringing them down a lot and it's not a good feeling??
just being around her yelling gave me a lot of anxiety and ik everyone has feelings and stuff but
(i really cannot word this correctly ugh)
I did a bad thing
I made the mistake of going through a few old messages with my ex for the first time since we fell apart
The copious amounts of caffeine I've had today have successfully dulled any negative emotion I can feel enough for me to function normally but still
Wow! That Kind Of Hurts!
Noooo Bats do not do that.
As for y’alls parent troubles… sucks. I relate.
Same bro.
I did a bad thing
I made the mistake of going through a few old messages with my ex for the first time since we fell apart
The copious amounts of caffeine I've had today have successfully dulled any negative emotion I can feel enough for me to function normally but still
Wow! That Kind Of Hurts!
Noooo Bats do not do that.
I know. I know.
Honestly, I'm just trying to leave it behind. I'll probably never see him again since he doesn't go to my school and I don't really get out much, but whenever I see he's online it's… difficult. I don't know. I've made a lot of extremely bad decisions in the past few weeks and I'm just trying to figure out what to focus on.
Also I'm still kind of in denial so that's fun
I don't know. Do you have ADHD or ADD?
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WHY
CANT
I
FUCKING
FOCUS
Because your brain is thinking?
Oh… is it the same thing lee has?
Probably. I haven't been tested, but probably.
Hmm. Well, then that's probably it. I'm quite sorry that you can't focus, though. Lack of focus always sucks. (Although, I just procrastinate a lot so. . .shrugs)
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WHY
CANT
I
FUCKING
FOCUSBecause your brain is thinking?
Oh… is it the same thing lee has?What is the thing Lee has?
The same thing you have, the inability to focus.
No in all seriousnesses he is in the spec.. the spectal.. that wheel thing of issues like autism, adhd, add, Aspergers etc
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That’s it! I couldn’t remember the right word