I feel you Pickles.
When I was eight, I had a horse-themed birthday party and decided to draw my own invitations (instead of having my mom print them like before). So I sat down and drew my heart out and was so proud. An hour later, I came back, looked at the "horse" I drew, and just gave up all my hopes of being an artist. It looked like a giraffe mixed with a dog.
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I'm too happy
I read an article about one of my favorite One Piece characters and they called him by his preferred last name instead of the name he was born with
Even though the article title was with the name he doesn't use
Also because they commented on his eye color and it makes me happy
I need to stop obsessing over fictional characters and draw fanart about them instead
I need to stop obsessing over fictional characters and draw fanart about them instead
*shakes head * me too Ash, me too.
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Imagine being able to draw-
i feel like i want to cry
but i have no reason to cry
and when i try to cry i can’t cause i’m not even sad ?
did i catch a bad case of the moistened eyeballs of despair again
what is this
Mine is not having a gf. It comes up more and more these days.
i just want friends
permanent friends
i’m sick of suddenly breaking away from them
i need someone i won’t lose
school
aww ella
i'm here-
big hugs @ fren
i just want friends
permanent friends
i’m sick of suddenly breaking away from them
i need someone i won’t lose
I-
I wish I didn't understand.
But I do.
I just had someone I thought would be there vanish on me so, I sympathies.
Though it doesn't hurt as much as it used to.
I got used to it.
I hope you never have to.
i just want friends
permanent friends
i’m sick of suddenly breaking away from them
i need someone i won’t lose
i relate to this on an impossible level.
every year for four years, at least one close friend has left me,
to the point where i have hardly any friends left.
and the ones i have left,
they always choose someone else over me.
i just want to be someone's first choice.
it's to the point where i drive people away
because i don't want to be hurt.
i just want to be someone's first choice.
👀👀 Felt that. Same
Damn. I feel the same way.
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guess who's about to strangle their mother?
this motherfucker.
im done. im fuCKING done.
i told her if she threw away my shit one more time i was gonna snap. if god exists he better have fucking mercy on her, because i sure as fuck won't.
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i just want to be someone's first choice.
👀👀 Felt that. Same
That went right through my heart because same.
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guess who's about to strangle their mother?
this motherfucker.
im done. im fuCKING done.
i told her if she threw away my shit one more time i was gonna snap. if god exists he better have fucking mercy on her, because i sure as fuck won't.
Oh damn
if god exists he better have fucking mercy on her, because i sure as fuck won't.
This is a great line.
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Thanks lmao but as expected, it did not end well.
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:\ she threw out your belongings while you were out of the house?
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Yeah, while I was in the hospital lmao
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Though, I'm a little calmer about it now.
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that's still kind of awful
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Yeah, I guess, she always does this though, it's just the same thing that happened the last two times. I would prolly try to fight her if I had gotten sleep and not drank a whole can of rockstar, I'm starting to crash lmao
I'm just tired now, I used up all my energy on yelling and shoving her cause she was trying to grab me.
While you were in the HOSPITAL?! How is that fair??
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It's not, but she always goes for it when she sees the opportunity
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Can I just cry?
Please?
Because not only am I trying to be a better person… But I'm trying my fucking best to not lose my shit…
I know most of the people on here fucking hate me…but seriously, a few errors are not that big of a deal…
WHAT MORE DO YOU FUCKING WANT FROM ME?!? I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO HOLD MY TONGUE AND AGREE TO YOUR NEEDS… But right now… IDK what else to do…… Where is my irl friends when I need them…..
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This girl will not stop texting me
YOU GRABBED MY ASS AND GAVE ME PANIC ATTACKS IN SEVENTH GRADE, FUCK OFF
and she's just texting me like we're besties. I wanna block her but the last time I did that her mom called me and told me to go easy on her and I feel really bad for her parents so I don't know what to do.
I know most of the people on here fucking hate me
Seriously doubt it. Hate is the opposite of love. Requires a lot of maintenance. People would have to absolutely loath your existence. You annoy people. That's about it.
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I know most of the people on here fucking hate me
Seriously doubt it. Hate is the opposite of love. Requires a lot of maintenance. People would have to absolutely loath your existence. You annoy people. That's about it.
I don't even know you but you're pissing me off
(Not you Dom, you're cool)
let me be petty for a second
my mom wants us to do this online thing that's pretty much schoolwork
like you choose the subject and grade level and it gives you a variety of questions based on it
yeah I don't wanna do that
why?
no real reason. I already read and write as hobbies and math is kinda my strongest skill
also it's insanely boring
and I'd rather watch TV or play games or scroll through social media or do literally nothing
but then she goes and pulls the "can't you do this thing out of respect for me?? if I ask you to do something, can't you just do it??" and that just makes me want to Not Do It even more
and yeah I know I'm being petty and most of me knows it'd be way way easier to just spend a few minutes doing the work but my brain is saying not to give her the satisfaction and it just puts both of us in a bad mood
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actually typing that out makes me realize how fucking stupid this is and there are better things to be angry about so yeah ima go do the stupid thing