hi i'm tired and done with everything again-
my mom is taking out all her stress and anger on me and i've just accepted that she'll prolly continue to hate me for no reason now.
i did the laundry for her. she yelled that i didn't do it right and that "well my blankets aren't dry yet so you did something wrong!"
even though i did it exactly like she tells me to.
she forgot to get my pills that help me sleep and also make sure i can get up in the morning. she got mad me for not waking up on time today and threw food at my head. (i still ate it tho, i ain't wasting good food-)
'nd it's the first time she got me food in a bit.
and for the past several days she's been asking me to take care of my little brother and feed him. and every time i don't, because i'm doing my own thing or homework, she gets mad at me.
not to mention if she does decide to make food, then it's only for her and my little bro. i don't get fed unless i feed myself. except for today, bc again, she threw sustenance at me.
and she hasn't even thought of apologizing yet.
she just finds something else to get mad at me for instead.
so yea, i'm tired.
'nd i feel bad bc me and my girlfriend wanted to call each other today but i've been crying too much throughout the day and i don't want her to worry so i told her i was busy and we could call a different day