Valentine's day makes me sad. Yeah, yeah, I get it. "Singles awareness day, boohoo."
Still, it hurts when you spend all day being a third wheel to two important friends of yours.
It hurts when you have a dream about being in a relationship only to wake up to an indifferent world, your significant other from the dream not even stopping to say hi.
It hurts when I see other people being happy, being content, being loved.
It hurts to know what I'm missing.

Actually no, ignore this. I don't want to make you happy folks sad.

It's xool mah dude!

Valentine's day makes me sad. Yeah, yeah, I get it. "Singles awareness day, boohoo."
Still, it hurts when you spend all day being a third wheel to two important friends of yours.
It hurts when you have a dream about being in a relationship only to wake up to an indifferent world, your significant other from the dream not even stopping to say hi.
It hurts when I see other people being happy, being content, being loved.
It hurts to know what I'm missing.

oh my god that's so true

I was already sad, Valentine’s Day makes me very self conscious even though I hate people, it makes me remind myself that no one likes me and people just care about me out of pity or for me to not kill myself. It’s just a useless day to remind myself that I’ve had no good relationships besides one that wasn’t ended by myself and I still like the person and we are best friends! Why does life have to do this to myself….

It's okay, I get it. I've never been loved in that way before, and it is pretty upsetting hearing everyone talk about how wonderful their date was while I have just another regular day.

Well I'm here for y'all!

It's okay, I get it. I've never been loved in that way before, and it is pretty upsetting hearing everyone talk about how wonderful their date was while I have just another regular day.

And the cardinations…. oh wow do they make me so self conscious, having someone you really dislike get seven while you, a weeb, have none. Me and Emi joked about how we would never get one unless we would give one to each other….

I am alone romantically, yes. And I am content with that fate.
However, I'm not entirely alone. I have my friends, my family, and the Notebook Community.
And to me, that's enough. It has to be enough…

I am alone romantically, yes. And I am content with that fate.
However, I'm not entirely alone. I have my friends, my family, and the Notebook Community.
And to me, that's enough. It has to be enough…

^^^^^^^^^^^

… I am alone on Valentine's day, as usual, but I'm taking the day to love myself. Something I have been having a very hard time doing. I got all dressed up and went to school, getting a few stares when I walked around the school, wearing a dress, I almost never wear dresses, much less to school, and with black lipstick and dark makeup on. I ate candy and sure, I cried, everyone needs some time to cry, but it was not because I'm single, it's because it has been so, so, so long since I took time to myself, not putting everyone before myself.

… I am alone on Valentine's day, as usual, but I'm taking the day to love myself. Something I have been having a very hard time doing. I got all dressed up and went to school, getting a few stares when I walked around the school, wearing a dress, I almost never wear dresses, much less to school, and with black lipstick and dark makeup on. I ate candy and sure, I cried, everyone needs some time to cry, but it was not because I'm single, it's because it has been so, so, so long since I took time to myself, not putting everyone before myself.

Good for you! Everyone needs that time for themselves and this is the perfect day for it.

… I am alone on Valentine's day, as usual, but I'm taking the day to love myself. Something I have been having a very hard time doing. I got all dressed up and went to school, getting a few stares when I walked around the school, wearing a dress, I almost never wear dresses, much less to school, and with black lipstick and dark makeup on. I ate candy and sure, I cried, everyone needs some time to cry, but it was not because I'm single, it's because it has been so, so, so long since I took time to myself, not putting everyone before myself.

Same, only I haven't cried or gone to school today.

… I am alone on Valentine's day, as usual, but I'm taking the day to love myself. Something I have been having a very hard time doing. I got all dressed up and went to school, getting a few stares when I walked around the school, wearing a dress, I almost never wear dresses, much less to school, and with black lipstick and dark makeup on. I ate candy and sure, I cried, everyone needs some time to cry, but it was not because I'm single, it's because it has been so, so, so long since I took time to myself, not putting everyone before myself.

Goodness that's a mood! I'm so, so, glad you took the time to do that, Spearmint, you totally deserve it!

As usual I am dumped right before valintines day.

As usual I am dumped right before valintines day.

hugs I can be your platonic valentine, will that help?

As usual I am dumped right before valintines day.

hugs Arron I'm sorry… we're here for you

As usual I am dumped right before valintines day.

hugs I can be your platonic valentine, will that help?

A little.

As usual I am dumped right before valintines day.

hugs Arron I'm sorry… we're here for you

Thanks.

Oh. Sorry Arron. Feel free to vent.
hugs

… I am alone on Valentine's day, as usual, but I'm taking the day to love myself. Something I have been having a very hard time doing. I got all dressed up and went to school, getting a few stares when I walked around the school, wearing a dress, I almost never wear dresses, much less to school, and with black lipstick and dark makeup on. I ate candy and sure, I cried, everyone needs some time to cry, but it was not because I'm single, it's because it has been so, so, so long since I took time to myself, not putting everyone before myself.

I am going to continue this a bit, maybe try and cheer you guys up a bit.
As before mentioned, I am taking the day for myself, sometimes, you just need to do that. I have been so stressed with my schoolwork and life in general. But today I metaphorically took the day off, I feel lighter because for a bitm I am clearing my mind of work and stress, it's not going to be forever, I know this. But it feels wonderful.

I can't watch it rn bc of the damn test but I'll watch it later! it sounds interesting based on the title lol

I totally get how you feel. Big mood!

I mean I'm always alone on valentine's day romantically speaking, but for some reason this one just feels…lonelier than usual? and it sorta hurts seeing everyone at school get candy grams (idk if other schools do that) and not getting one (though I can understand that most of my friends, including myself are broke as shit lmao)

oof. I feel your pain

@"SleepySnake " thanks for the advice. I'd try, but I forgot how to take care of myself.

I mean I'm always alone on valentine's day romantically speaking, but for some reason this one just feels…lonelier than usual? and it sorta hurts seeing everyone at school get candy grams (idk if other schools do that) and not getting one (though I can understand that most of my friends, including myself are broke as shit lmao)

Hey
Hey
Chicken Nugget

Check your locker ;)

@"SleepySnake " thanks for the advice. I'd try, but I forgot how to take care of myself.

Heh, just try and eat what you love, whatever tastes good. Don't pay attention to the calories or carb intake. Wear whatever the hell you want.

ok