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Does anybody else feel weighed down to the point of exhaustion by past mistakes and regrets? Especially when it comes to like, your love life? Because that's been me with me now dead ex since he died :D
([Meekly raises hand]. Sadly, me too.)
Feels like left and right I've been accidentally wronging people and since I moved a lot recently, I have no way of making it up to them.
A few years ago, I had a relationship which kinda soured until we decided to call it quits. Now they're dead from not natural causes and I can't help but kick myself for not doing enough. That I could've prevented this.
Oh well. I would explain it more myself, but here's this quote I found on a certain little horror title that I think really captures the whole essence of this.
"Sometimes I get frustrated that a normal day can be ruined even by really small things. Like if you accidentally say something in a conversation that someone doesn't like. Or if you start thinking about how awful of a person you used to be five years ago. Or if you feel worthless for putting off important work and failing to get simple tasks done. Or when you think about all the different people who probably hate you or think you're off-putting." - Monitor Kernal Access (DDLC)
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