okay so i love my grandma, absolutely adore her, she's like one of five good 'old people' i know
but it feels like she constantly forgets that i don't eat beef, and it sucks. like i can't digest it anymore because i stopped eating it because i just didn't like it, and while i can handle a piece of jerky or a small serving of spaghetti sauce, i can't eat a large bunch of it. so you know, i can't eat it as a main component of dinner. i literally threw up for the first time in over nine years after eating too much beef.
but she always forgets, and makes something with beef, and then i feel like shit for asking if it's pork or not, because that seems so rude. but even now that she lives with us she does it. and like, none of my family has any issue using ground sausage instead of ground beef whenever it's replaceable, and if they really want beef there's always another option for me because my mom doesn't eat it either. idk it's just something i hate, the whole situation