mm hate how people are always telling me to ask for help if I need it
Yes, I'm aware that there are people out there who will be willing to help me if and when I need it but I just can't. It's like some psychological thing that just screws me over. I need to figure things out by myself, that's how my brain works. And if someone explains it to me or just tries to help it just makes things worse.
Yes, Cheryl, I know people are willing to help, I'm just not willing to let them because I know it won't be any good
that's honestly me too, I hate when someone helps me, or not being able to do something, not even figure it out on my own, and ask for help. I honestly hate it, just like when teachers tell me I can speak; no one will judge me, like yes I know this Madame Townsend, but I literally cannot do it, I tell myself to do it, but I just cant.
now please stop calling on me, and giving me panic attacks in french class.