The LGBTQ+ Community Chat :) Part 2!

Love how I'm in a class with mostly normal people. I'm in my counseling class where almost everyone is older than 25 except me and one other kid. We were talking about goal setting and rewards in class and my teacher asked if anybody set goals to keep them able to do things that they don't want to do anything. Almost everyone said no and how they suck it up and just do the thing because it takes 20 minutes at most. The one younger guy was in the bathroom and my teacher was like "My Name, do you do rewards for yourself?" and I explained how I work on my frogs in between assignment, play solitaire or make a post on a website I like going on and all my classmates were like "why would you do that? You're just making the work so much longer." and I didn't talk in class for the rest of the day.

I do the same thing.

ayyy guess who’s on prozac! finally

Nice!

ayyy guess who’s on prozac! finally

Uh.. What’s Prozac?

hey everyone… i was wondering if you could go check out my story's on commaful… here is the link to my profile.
https://commaful.com/play/urbigirlnev/

Hey
Guess who lives
Had a shitty 18th birthday for the most part, got guilted into accepting the most feminine clothes
I'm tired as hell and trying to move out before my dad gives me anymore religious trauma
Got my hair cut the way I want it finally so when I look in the mirror I get hit with a wave of euphoria and almost cried the first time
And when I have my hair down I realize she cut it in a way I look like the Little Lad who loves berries and cream XD
I've picked up knitting again
Had both Covid and strep throat at the same time and couldn't eat or drink, as well as puking when I stood up
Had a panic attack because my english teacher said I didn't have to do my work and then started failing me because I hadn't
Tech Theatre is so much freaking fun when I can be there, everyone is fruity as hell
And last but not least I'm getting somewhat "better" with my depression and associated thoughts by isolating myself from the cause, my parents, and ignoring that there is a problem

Happy adulthood! I hope you get out soon <3
also

Tech Theatre is so much freaking fun when I can be there, everyone is fruity as hell

Tech buddies! ᵉˣᶜᵉᵖᵗ ᶦ ⁿᵉᵛᵉʳ ʷᵒʳᵏ ᵃⁿʸ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗᵉᶜʰ ᵇᶜ ᴵ'ᵐ ᵈᵘᵐᵇ
Theater is basically queer club

Yesssss
I haven't been able to do much because I've been out for so long but everyone is so nice
Our teacher is the token straight and we all scare him so much XD

BRUH I DIDNT KNOW THE ONLY BLOCK I HAD FREE TO GET MY PICTURE TAKEN WAS THE FIRST ONE

I WAS CRYING EARLIER THEYRE GONNA LOOK HORRIBLE

at least my outfit is on point

Hey, it sounds like you need to send someone a cry for help.
Your parents are punishing what is a symptom of a deeper problem rather than helping you, and that's no good. You know you're only going to get punished if you bring it home, and that's in turn going to cause even more stress and make you rely more on nicotine to cope.
You need to find someone who can help with the underlying issue, not this outlet to ease your anxiety. It's only a band-aid solution, and a potentially dangerous one at that.
That might be a school counselor, or maybe you need to find a hotline to call. But you can't keep doing this over time. I'm not mad. Just worried about how it could affect your health if you don't find a way to stop in the near future. If you need help looking for a good hotline, I can always help do the research.

But yeah, if you must, I'd have the friend bring it in, so you're not using as much, and so you don't bring in the additional stress of potential punishment.