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person_off
Deleted user

I have no friends…..

@Norepinephrinxx

Im pissed at one friend
Pretty sure another one doesn't even like me
And then theres one I'm fine with

@SaltyLasagna

I want to see my friends because they’re the only things keeping me alive as of right now, but i do not want to go to school

I can relate except I'm kinda distancing myself from my friends bc it makes things easier

person_off
Deleted user

I'm a huge introvert to people irl cause I can't speak worth crap. so I have literally no friends

@blue_topaz

I want to see my friends because they’re the only things keeping me alive as of right now, but i do not want to go to school

I can relate except I'm kinda distancing myself from my friends bc it makes things easier

Easier?

@SaltyLasagna

I'm kind of the opposite, I can make friends quickly but I always end up getting scared at some point bc I'm not worth their time and I shouldn't be burdening them with my problems so I either wait for them to abandon me or leave

@SaltyLasagna

I want to see my friends because they’re the only things keeping me alive as of right now, but i do not want to go to school

I can relate except I'm kinda distancing myself from my friends bc it makes things easier

Easier?

yeah, easier. Idk how to explain it

@blue_topaz

I'm kind of the opposite, I can make friends quickly but I always end up getting scared at some point bc I'm not worth their time and I shouldn't be burdening them with my problems so I either wait for them to abandon me or leave

I used to do that, but I was blessed enough to meet a really good (small) group of people who are all as depressed as me, so we all kind of lean on eachother now, we’ve talked eachother out of a lot

@SaltyLasagna

I'm always afraid of making my friends upset/more depressed. Last time I told a friend about what was going on with me she got scared and started crying and I don't want that to happen again

@blue_topaz

That also used to happen, which is why I gave my friends the talk of not making my problems theirs. If that makes sense? And she might have been crying because she was worried for you , not because you were making her depressed

@SaltyLasagna

Yeah she was worried but she was also depressed at the time and I feel like I might've made that worse.

@blue_topaz

It is a sensitive thing, but all in all, you can’t do this alone
I’m being a massive hypocrite sometimes
But if you handle telling people with care, and tell the right people, it’ll help both

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Alright what's going on?

@blue_topaz

Hey Shuri
Honestly idk
We’re just talking

@blue_topaz

Hey Shuri
Honestly idk
We’re just talking

@blue_topaz

Hey Shuri
Honestly idk
We’re just talking

@blue_topaz

That posted a lot
Shit

@SaltyLasagna

lol did you get application errors?

@blue_topaz

Yeah lol

@SaltyLasagna

It is a sensitive thing, but all in all, you can’t do this alone
I’m being a massive hypocrite sometimes
But if you handle telling people with care, and tell the right people, it’ll help both

I can try my hardest to do it alone that way nobody else has to deal with my bullshit lol

@blue_topaz

tries to come up with a way to explain without being a massive hypocrite

@SaltyLasagna

what a mood

person_off
Deleted user

SJDNFHSIJW I need friends

@yeetus

Hi

person_off
Deleted user

hi

@yeetus

Hi

person_off
Deleted user

hru?

@yeetus

Alive

person_off
Deleted user

Me

@yeetus

Haha and bored to death
Also your username is mood