They make me feel trapped sometimes… it's like I get scared because I feel like they won't let go if I want them to, which is ridiculous because I know that's not the case.
Understandable.
there was also this one dude that I really hate that thought forcing me to hug him and kiss him and "playfully" not letting me go when I tell him to was an okay thing to do…
So you didn't elbow him in the ribs?
I did but he's like 7 feet tall and he thought I was just being "cute and playful" when I was actually lowkey terrified
Well there's another place you can try!
lol he's gone now
if I had the courage back then I would've but he was kind of crazy and I was afraid he was going to hurt me
Understandable… But still… Getting hit there can usually incapacitate anyone, not just dudes…
yeah, but I meant afterwards… he knew where I lived and there were times where he would be able to get me alone some place and the thought of that was scary
I don't know how physically powerful you are, so I'll just say keep something like a piece of pipe, or something else on you just in case… That's a pain in the ass…
he was the reason I carried a knife on me at all times before… but I was still afraid of what would happen if he took it from me or I lost it or something
I always carry a knife on me… But I'm a badass, so I don't carry it for defensive purposes… But if I had to I would…
And, can you get pepper-spray or a taser?