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Yes, like Max said I am doing better. Was in the psych hospital for about a week after a bad fight with my dad and trying to kill myself. Was kicked out of my house while there, but they did let me come back when they saw the conditions I would have to be living in at the transitional home and realized it was in the area my dad grew up, saying that I wouldn't be safe there. I'm not necessarily safe at home at the moment, but I did get officially diagnosed with severe major depressive disorder, and am going back today for a follow-up. Going to be getting therapy both individually and for the family, because when we try to talk it out together it just goes in the same circles as always despite me proving my points.