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this might sound ridiculous but I've had really bad writers block lately and my brain is giving me a lot of trouble for it. Whenever I try to do anything, the voice inside my head tells me not to because I'm worthless and is just generally really mean to me. I have been improving with grappling the VIMH (Voice Inside My Head) since I put a name and face to it (naming your demons helps get rid of them apparently??? I don't know), but just… during the past few days I have experienced literally no will to do anything but lie in bed and basically just wallow in my own insecurity, and I keep having to remind myself to eat and drink things (this sounds way worse than it actually is) and the VIMH keeps yelling at me "DO THINGS! DO THINGS! DO THINGS!" and then when I try to do things it's like "No. You have no talent. You have no hope for the future. You're a failure." And all that snazzy stuff it likes to say and uh… yeah. In conclusion Bat is Big Sad and she Doesn't Know Why

That’s…called anxiety with a side of depression. I recommend speaking with a school counselor if you have one.

I second!

this might sound ridiculous but I've had really bad writers block lately and my brain is giving me a lot of trouble for it. Whenever I try to do anything, the voice inside my head tells me not to because I'm worthless and is just generally really mean to me. I have been improving with grappling the VIMH (Voice Inside My Head) since I put a name and face to it (naming your demons helps get rid of them apparently??? I don't know), but just… during the past few days I have experienced literally no will to do anything but lie in bed and basically just wallow in my own insecurity, and I keep having to remind myself to eat and drink things (this sounds way worse than it actually is) and the VIMH keeps yelling at me "DO THINGS! DO THINGS! DO THINGS!" and then when I try to do things it's like "No. You have no talent. You have no hope for the future. You're a failure." And all that snazzy stuff it likes to say and uh… yeah. In conclusion Bat is Big Sad and she Doesn't Know Why

That’s…called anxiety with a side of depression. I recommend speaking with a school counselor if you have one.

I second!

I mean, I'm on summer break at the moment (not to mention that school counselors scare the crap out of me due to several unfortunate incidents I will not go into), and my parents, as much as I hate to admit it, rarely take me seriously about these kinds of things, so there aren't really that many options. This is the worst it's gotten in quite a while though, I'm sure I'll ride it out

this might sound ridiculous but I've had really bad writers block lately and my brain is giving me a lot of trouble for it. Whenever I try to do anything, the voice inside my head tells me not to because I'm worthless and is just generally really mean to me. I have been improving with grappling the VIMH (Voice Inside My Head) since I put a name and face to it (naming your demons helps get rid of them apparently??? I don't know), but just… during the past few days I have experienced literally no will to do anything but lie in bed and basically just wallow in my own insecurity, and I keep having to remind myself to eat and drink things (this sounds way worse than it actually is) and the VIMH keeps yelling at me "DO THINGS! DO THINGS! DO THINGS!" and then when I try to do things it's like "No. You have no talent. You have no hope for the future. You're a failure." And all that snazzy stuff it likes to say and uh… yeah. In conclusion Bat is Big Sad and she Doesn't Know Why

That’s…called anxiety with a side of depression. I recommend speaking with a school counselor if you have one.

I second!

I mean, I'm on summer break at the moment (not to mention that school counselors scare the crap out of me due to several unfortunate incidents I will not go into), and my parents, as much as I hate to admit it, rarely take me seriously about these kinds of things, so there aren't really that many options. This is the worst it's gotten in quite a while though, I'm sure I'll ride it out

I'm sure you will! The important thing to do is build a support network, that can work wonders!

So guys I weighed myself today and I lost like, 4-5 pounds, which is really bad bc I don't have 4-5 pounds to lose. I'm currently 84 pounds and 000 pants are barely small enough for me. H e l p

So guys I weighed myself today and I lost like, 4-5 pounds, which is really bad bc I don't have 4-5 pounds to lose. I'm currently 84 pounds and 000 pants are barely small enough for me. H e l p

Have you tried seeing a physician?
You might want to do that.

I went to the doctor recently since I'm sick but they didn't say anything about my weight

I dunno your age or gender or height so idk what to say

15 year old female, about 5'2. I am very unhealthily thin lol

OK weeell that's not too unhealthy but if you feel like it's getting bad go see them about your weight

15 year old female, about 5'2. I am very unhealthily thin lol

Um that does not sound okay.

I'm thinking the same thing! Caustic do whatever ya can to bulk up K?

this might sound ridiculous but I've had really bad writers block lately and my brain is giving me a lot of trouble for it. Whenever I try to do anything, the voice inside my head tells me not to because I'm worthless and is just generally really mean to me. I have been improving with grappling the VIMH (Voice Inside My Head) since I put a name and face to it (naming your demons helps get rid of them apparently??? I don't know), but just… during the past few days I have experienced literally no will to do anything but lie in bed and basically just wallow in my own insecurity, and I keep having to remind myself to eat and drink things (this sounds way worse than it actually is) and the VIMH keeps yelling at me "DO THINGS! DO THINGS! DO THINGS!" and then when I try to do things it's like "No. You have no talent. You have no hope for the future. You're a failure." And all that snazzy stuff it likes to say and uh… yeah. In conclusion Bat is Big Sad and she Doesn't Know Why

That’s…called anxiety with a side of depression. I recommend speaking with a school counselor if you have one.

I second!

I mean, I'm on summer break at the moment (not to mention that school counselors scare the crap out of me due to several unfortunate incidents I will not go into), and my parents, as much as I hate to admit it, rarely take me seriously about these kinds of things, so there aren't really that many options. This is the worst it's gotten in quite a while though, I'm sure I'll ride it out

I'm sure you will! The important thing to do is build a support network, that can work wonders!

Yeah, um, school counselors are shit

All the one's I've had have done nothing but tell me to just tRy To ReLaX mOrE and do absolutely nothing

15 year old female, about 5'2. I am very unhealthily thin lol

Um that does not sound okay.

I'm thinking the same thing! Caustic do whatever ya can to bulk up K?

Fam? Just calculated your BMI. According to two .gov websites, your BMI is 15-16 and that places you at a less than 1 percentile…

15 year old female, about 5'2. I am very unhealthily thin lol

Um that does not sound okay.

I'm thinking the same thing! Caustic do whatever ya can to bulk up K?

Fam? Just calculated your BMI. According to two .gov websites, your BMI is 15-16 and that places you at a less than 1 percentile…

Yeah… Uh… Wow get that checked

My older sister's in a similar situation, she's 19, 5'3 and only just recently hit 90 pounds…
My advice is to eat plenty of food, sleep well, and definitely see a doctor if it gets any worse.

My older sister's in a similar situation, she's 19, 5'3 and only just recently hit 90 pounds…
My advice is to eat plenty of food, sleep well, and definitely see a doctor if it gets any worse.

Indeed.

Ah Ella your pfp is so KAWAII!

Aww, thanks ^u^
I was experimenting a bit with art styles to find something I liked, I'm quite happy with how it turned out.

Yup, I've repeatedly gotten called down to the counselor for something I didn't do in the first place to "talk it out" with the girl that got me there. And it always ends up worse for just me and completely fine for her. The counselors hate me and so do the principals. Because I don't want to get my mom involved and the other girl did. But I digress.

That exact scenario has happened to me so many times I swear, they hated me too at my old school but now I've never even spoken to my counselor and I have no intention of changing that

Yup, I've repeatedly gotten called down to the counselor for something I didn't do in the first place to "talk it out" with the girl that got me there. And it always ends up worse for just me and completely fine for her. The counselors hate me and so do the principals. Because I don't want to get my mom involved and the other girl did. But I digress.

That exact scenario has happened to me so many times I swear, they hated me too at my old school but now I've never even spoken to my counselor and I have no intention of changing that

To add on, mine was obnoxiously nosy, though she was rational and legit.

my mom bought me new pajamas and theyre very feminine and they make me really disphoric and they're kinda ugly and i told her i hated them and then we had a fight for no fucking reason and now i am both feeling icky and very very angry

Is there anyway you can just not wear them? At least while asleep?

my mom bought me new pajamas and theyre very feminine and they make me really disphoric and they're kinda ugly and i told her i hated them and then we had a fight for no fucking reason and now i am both feeling icky and very very angry

Target has super comfortable cheap pj pants and you just need an old over sized T-shirt for the top. Gender neutral and super comfortable. I’ll put links.

i literally already have pjs but she feels the need to buy new ones every time a friend sets eyes on me at a sleepover bc they're "slept in" like yea!!!!!!!!! they're supposed to be slept in!!!!!!!!! they're pajamas

Is there anyway you can just not wear them? At least while asleep?

she's taking them back tomorrow but we already had the fight so it doesnt even matter

That is a game plan right there, game master ;)