E v e r y t h i n g.
But, to sum it up, here are some of the 'highlights:'

• Anxiety
• Fake friends I want to cut out of my life but had to hang out with because I didn't know anyone else
• One of those fake friends mocking mental health
• People not even noticing I chopped off all my hair, which was the only conversation I had planned
• People ignoring me
• Being clearly unwanted
• Sudden wave of depression brought on by all of those things
  _{- Self harm episode afterwards}

Oh no GQ! I’m so sorry it was a bust but we care about you and hope it all works out ok

What are you gonna do about those fake friends? Like do you plan on leaving or talking to them about it or anything?

I don't know. I've already unfollowed and removed them from my followers on social media, but they keep coming back into my life. And in real life… That's the difficult part.

Yeah, I bet. I don’t wanna give you advice just in case it’s bad advice lol but just know we’re here for you and we love you

I’m always here to talk GQ. You sound very similar to my best friend and just know that you can PM me whenever. My bestie just recently chopped her hair. Yeah. You two sound similar. Just know I’m always here!

oh no miriam that's awful, I'm so sorry! I'm here for you if you need a virtual hug or a distraction or just a friend to talk to, although i'm going to have to copy halle and say my advice might not be the best. <3 <3 <3

I’m always here to talk GQ. You sound very similar to my best friend and just know that you can PM me whenever. My bestie just recently chopped her hair. Yeah. You two sound similar. Just know I’m always here!

Plot twist: I am the best friend.

So I’m in Texas. It’s late July and hot as the devil’s asshole, and I have to walk home from my piano lesson because my family went to the store. So obviously, I’m wearing shorts, which I don’t normally do.
Anyway, I’m walking home (and it’s a somewhere between 10 and 15 minute walk) and as I’m walking SEVEN (7) people made no attempt to disguise the fact that they were staring. In my own neighborhood. Two of them actually whistled at me.
I AM 14.

See, children. This is why you always keep a knife with you. Just in case. I'm glad that at least you're safe @PunsAndShips

@PunsAndShips i feel you, not the whistling and stares (I’m ugly) but the Texas heat I have been so unfortunate to experience my entire 13 years of life.

Ikr
I’m glad too
And yeah no kidding

It's perfectly normal to feel bad. Sure, he did dangerous things, but he didn't deserve death. Let this be a reminder, though, that safety is extremely important in these situations.

May also laughed softly at the girl's actions. "Anytime, babe," she said, turning to scroll through her unread discussions. "If you need anything else, let me know."

I need to vent

Go ahead

Yeah, go ahead.

Okay, so…
My mom.
That's it, just… My mom.

Oh mood. Is there anything in particular she's doing to make you feel bad? (youdonthavetotellmeifyoudontwant)

Literally just everything.
For example, about an hour ago, I told her she's narrow-minded. 20 minutes after that:
Her: I'm not narrow-minded, Miriam.
Me: Well–
Her: Nope.
Me: But I meant–
Her: I'm not.
Isthatnotbeingnarrowmindedrightthere
And… I don't even know where to begin. There's literally too much
She went out with a friend to get away from me for now, but all too soon she'll be back.

Do you have any way to relieve your stress? Because a lot of what you told me just piled up isn't good.

Do you have any way to relieve your stress? Because a lot of what you told me just piled up isn't good.

^^^^^^^
It's always good to find a way of stress relief and escapism in moderation.
Can you draw? Listen to music? Go for a run? Shower?

And Izzy, I heard about that.
From what I knew of him, he was a really good guy. Made a lot of people feel good, I wasn't a fan but I know he was pretty good.
Just remember that those who've go3ns will always have a place, snugly in our hearts, forever in our memories, and forever in the works they leave behind.
And his was a heck of a legacy. I think you should channel this grief you're feeling into something positive. To honor him.

Dudes I just had a mini mental breakdown and redid my entire account lol

Mood GQ

Do we have to stop calling you GQ?

Nah! Any of my original names still work!