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I have lost all control of my life and so now everything I do is going to be based off impulse

Bruh
Okay
This is a mood

So last night. I did a SUPER really well done Tik Tok OC, A LGBTQ+ Persona. I'm GiGi, the Genderfluid Helper Robot,it's for a tag I joined. Anyways. I did a lot of work on her, wiped it all off only 5 videos, took off at 8:07 at night to go buy juice cause I was thirsty. I got a huge jug of it for 2 bucks, I'm happy. Anyways. And then I spray dyed my hair flop blue and green, and now the fumes are causing me a headache.

Oh ooooooooof Ev
Well, I think it's cool you have a following on TikTok because I'm useless when it comes to social media so aha congrats

Oh ooooooooof Ev
Well, I think it's cool you have a following on TikTok because I'm useless when it comes to social media so aha congrats

Oh I only have nearly 50. Just following way to many people. I work to get my followers. OH! If anyone wants to follow my tiktok i'm evthestrange. I don't have my phone for a few days but once I do I'll follow y'all back.

i have a tik tok, and just search my name Elizabeth Mathiesen and you'll see a name called lizardbethrawr

I'm getting high off hair fumes

I'm getting high off hair fumes

oof, so WASAP! its been FOREVER

Oof I feel

lads i know this is the vent place but my god i am in such a good mood today

I feel. My hair fumes are getting me high but whatever

lads i know this is the vent place but my god i am in such a good mood today

hugs

-gives even more hugs-
EVVERS THAT'S AWESOME!!!

….what part? genuine confusion

All of it.

UPDATE

…My mom has a meeting on Wednesday, she won’t be able to take me to “suffer school” and I was planning on telling her as we’re driving home, so my entire plan is ruined.
I could tell my dad but as much as I love & trust him I’m not sure if I’m ready for that yet…

Which means I don’t get another opportunity until the Wednesday after, which surprise surprise just so happens to be the day before Halloween, so we’ll probably be too busy to go, ruining the plan once again

And then once November hits, so does all the chaos, with event after event on each and every day until January, which always causes my mom way more stress than she can handle, and I don’t want to add to that. Plus she wouldn’t have the time or money to help me, it would just be unnecessary pain.

And then, because time itself clearly wanted to send me a massive “F you and your health”, both Christmas and New Year’s fall on Wednesdays.

suffering noise

…Maybe sometime soon I’ll have another event or something to attend where I can talk to her, but until then, I have absolutely no options. She’s too busy to talk to just one of her children at once…

_{I just wanted to be okay again}

Okay, Jake

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YOU HOOKED UP?

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heh yeah… and he gave me a hicky this morning to prove i was his… help…{i love this type of stuff but THIS EARLY IN THE MORNING?????} im gonna end up with a problem all day…and i have musical till god knows when

I also put a spoiler over your comment to keep our children innocent

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Bleh. The idea of having someone's mouth on me is… n a s t y

UPDATE

…My mom has a meeting on Wednesday, she won’t be able to take me to “suffer school” and I was planning on telling her as we’re driving home, so my entire plan is ruined.
I could tell my dad but as much as I love & trust him I’m not sure if I’m ready for that yet…

Which means I don’t get another opportunity until the Wednesday after, which surprise surprise just so happens to be the day before Halloween, so we’ll probably be too busy to go, ruining the plan once again

And then once November hits, so does all the chaos, with event after event on each and every day until January, which always causes my mom way more stress than she can handle, and I don’t want to add to that. Plus she wouldn’t have the time or money to help me, it would just be unnecessary pain.

And then, because time itself clearly wanted to send me a massive “F you and your health”, both Christmas and New Year’s fall on Wednesdays.

suffering noise

…Maybe sometime soon I’ll have another event or something to attend where I can talk to her, but until then, I have absolutely no options. She’s too busy to talk to just one of her children at once…

_{I just wanted to be okay again}

That's very altruistic of you to hold off on telling her, Ella. Does it have to be on a Wednesday?

Does it have to be on a Wednesday?

I know I use my siblings as an excuse for everything, but it really is difficult to find a time during the day when I can talk to my mom in private without having to fight for her attention from my brothers asking for yet another snack

The only consistent time each week that I’m able to talk with her in peace is on Wednesday nights, when we’re driving home. She’s not flooded with calls/texts, she’s not being asked to make food, she’s not cleaning, it’s just awkward silence for 30 minutes.

So it doesn’t necessarily have to be on a Wednesday, it just has to be a time where we’re alone and not busy, which only ever happens on Wednesdays.

I might be able to find some other time before November hits but I doubt it, my only other chance that I know of was last Saturday and I blew it

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Bleh. The idea of having someone's mouth on me is… n a s t y

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Do you consider yourself ace?

does anyone else ever just feel like shit for no specific reason? like suddenly i’m so sad and upset and idk why,, like i have hw and it’s not even that hard but i’m like crying about it?? help??

my daily mood right there

I had a pretty bad breakdown a few days ago. Like I was sitting there on my phone, eating grapes. Chilling. And then suddenly I just started crying, like I had an urge. And then I calmed down. And then I started crying and this happened a few days until my boyfriend called and was able to get me to calm down. No reason what so ever.

Does it have to be on a Wednesday?

I know I use my siblings as an excuse for everything, but it really is difficult to find a time during the day when I can talk to my mom in private without having to fight for her attention from my brothers asking for yet another snack

The only consistent time each week that I’m able to talk with her in peace is on Wednesday nights, when we’re driving home. She’s not flooded with calls/texts, she’s not being asked to make food, she’s not cleaning, it’s just awkward silence for 30 minutes.

So it doesn’t necessarily have to be on a Wednesday, it just has to be a time where we’re alone and not busy, which only ever happens on Wednesdays.

I might be able to find some other time before November hits but I doubt it, my only other chance that I know of was last Saturday and I blew it

How about just before you go to bed, eh?

my daily mood right there

Yeeyee

How about just before you go to bed, eh?

I tried that once… I walked out of my room, filled my water, and before I could even think about talking to my mom both of my little sisters came storming out looking for me because they cannot physically stay in their room without an older child watching them for more than 2 minutes.

…So unfortunately that won’t work either, unless I wait until they’re asleep, which doesn’t happen until like 10:30, which is when my mom usually goes to bed.