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@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

YEEYEE

@hollow-boned

Dude shit that's good!

i was a little shaky but it wore off a couple minutes ago and now i just feel Alive

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Dude shit that's good!

i was a little shaky but it wore off a couple minutes ago and now i just feel Alive

That's good broski
Happy for you

@hollow-boned

thamk
im also typing very fast

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Dude you're adorable.
I'm totally just imagining you running around in circles excitedly in a blanket burrito for some reason.

@hollow-boned

no blankets i overheat very easily
and i'm slightly feral right now but thank you!

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Aw
offers huga bc you're adorable

@hollow-boned

kfnbjdfksbkg thamk

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Welcome bro

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

The outfit I’m wearing has a blanket scarf thing to go with it so it feels like I’m being blanket burritoed wherever I go and I love it

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Awwwwww

@_Magnus_is_in_physics

Outfits that have the perfect comfy accessory to go with it are just t h e b e s t

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Outfits that have the perfect comfy accessory to go with it are just t h e b e s t

YES!

@UReady4Spaghetti

i had to do a mock job interview for one of my classes but i S U R V I V E D

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YAAAAAAAAY

@UReady4Spaghetti

woo

@hollow-boned

eggcellent my bro

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I'm reading an article on abusive relationships and why women stay in them and have come to the realization my dad is abusive so ya know, that's great. I'm not gonna do anything about it because I've been surviving this long. 2 more years and I'm out of the house, and living happily with the love of my life. Going to college. Doing better. Just gotta survive…that's all.

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

I'm reading an article on abusive relationships and why women stay in them and have come to the realization my dad is abusive so ya know, that's great. I'm not gonna do anything about it because I've been surviving this long. 2 more years and I'm out of the house, and living happily with the love of my life. Going to college. Doing better. Just gotta survive…that's all.

I thought as much, and while I think you should do something about it, it's not my decision to make, and I just want you to know that whatever you do pick, I support you wholeheartedly and will always stand behind you.

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I'm not having the best day so I'm spontaneously going to Minnesota since I'm off from school

@hollow-boned

I'm reading an article on abusive relationships and why women stay in them and have come to the realization my dad is abusive so ya know, that's great. I'm not gonna do anything about it because I've been surviving this long. 2 more years and I'm out of the house, and living happily with the love of my life. Going to college. Doing better. Just gotta survive…that's all.

i'm in your situation right now, minus the loml part, and i'm almost up on my 2 years and i just wanna tell you it passes by so quickly if you focus on personal growth in a different part of your life. i've got like eight months left and im so surprised it's gone by so easily

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

I'm reading an article on abusive relationships and why women stay in them and have come to the realization my dad is abusive so ya know, that's great. I'm not gonna do anything about it because I've been surviving this long. 2 more years and I'm out of the house, and living happily with the love of my life. Going to college. Doing better. Just gotta survive…that's all.

i'm in your situation right now, minus the loml part, and i'm almost up on my 2 years and i just wanna tell you it passes by so quickly if you focus on personal growth in a different part of your life. i've got like eight months left and im so surprised it's gone by so easily

I agree. That's how it was for me when I lived with my dad.
Focus on personal growth like YK suggests

@hollow-boned

yes
also i'd suggest pretending like everything is alright or it'll set him off and get a bunch of 'privileges' taken away

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I'm reading an article on abusive relationships and why women stay in them and have come to the realization my dad is abusive so ya know, that's great. I'm not gonna do anything about it because I've been surviving this long. 2 more years and I'm out of the house, and living happily with the love of my life. Going to college. Doing better. Just gotta survive…that's all.

i'm in your situation right now, minus the loml part, and i'm almost up on my 2 years and i just wanna tell you it passes by so quickly if you focus on personal growth in a different part of your life. i've got like eight months left and im so surprised it's gone by so easily

I agree. That's how it was for me when I lived with my dad.
Focus on personal growth like YK suggests

I'm trying, but thank you guys. Justice knows I'm trying to grow, be better. Be strong again. It's been…difficult and a process but I've noticed my mental breakdowns almost triple whenever my dad is around. My dad has been gone since last thursday (today is friday) he's coming back on Sunday so that'll be an emotional shit fest of love and hate. But anyways. since his absence(He's out of town on work) i've noticed that I've only had one bad crying break down.

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

yes
also i'd suggest pretending like everything is alright or it'll set him off and get a bunch of 'privileges' taken away

Dude absolutely.
You can vent here tho, bc internalizing it is very not good

@hollow-boned

yes internalizing bad
just process it away from him with someone who you know understands you and your situation and psychology in general

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yes
also i'd suggest pretending like everything is alright or it'll set him off and get a bunch of 'privileges' taken away

Dude absolutely.
You can vent here tho, bc internalizing it is very not good

Good point, and I've slowly been opening up. I have mega bad trust issues so you guys probably won't hear the super deep bad stuff but, I'll definitely try to keep talking. I may even try to go back to therapy. The only problem is when I went to therapy, if I said something bad my therapist talked to my dad about it, and then that only caused more trouble then what it was worth. Like if I complained about my dad then they'd bring him in and want us to 'talk about it' like no. I can't face that. So I dunno. Again after 2 years I'll probably try to go back to therapy. I'd go to my counselor but he's a super nice grandpa type who'd also call up my dad and tell him everything I trusted him with. People of action. I don't need that…I'm not strong enough for that. Yet.

@hollow-boned

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,what your therapist did is illegal.

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Ev, yeah, Hollow is right what your therapist did is illegal prolly.
But also, I want you to hang in there because you're so strong, and you might not think you're strong enough yet, but you'll get there one day! I will always believe in you! I will always stand behind you!

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,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,what your therapist did is illegal.

I had 3 therapists for my anger issues when I was younger. My dad made me switch with the other two because he didn't like them, and he really liked the other one. My issues calmed down and I got pulled out. A lot of it was mostly anger towards my dad, so I just stopped being angry all the time.

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