We did a lot of talking about music yesterday.
Oh? Nice, I love talking about music in general.
Lee and Eris bonded over both being able to sing Senbonzakura in two languages and Lee and I talked about Starset.
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I feel like throwing up I-I don't think I'm gonna eat today…god why do I feel like such an attention whore? Why do I feel so bad?
Because it's reasonable. Chill out. It's okay. Say what you have to say.
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Oh Ev, I don't think you're an attention whore at all!
You're amazing and special, and honestly, I don't know why you feel bad. I theorize it's your brain looking for someone to blame, and the easiest person to blame is yourself, but that's only a theory. I can't remember if you ever did a face reveal on Notebook, but regardless of whether you did or not, I know 100% as a fact that you are beautiful, and Ilysm.
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Thanks guys…I'm trying really hard to not break down crying in class…
You know all the tricks to doing that, right?
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You know all the tricks to doing that, right?
Breath slowly and don't focus on the problem?
Those are good. I also meant not getting caught. You have a hood?
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Those are good. I also meant not getting caught. You have a hood?
We aren't allowed to wear hoods in school, and this probably won't be a silent cry. I mean my friend IS dead…I'm just gonna keep it pent up the best I can till I get home. I have Pride Club after school so that'll be nice at least. We have a board game meet every other meeting, and so I brought Cards Against Humanity. It'll be good to have a break, even though I met Meg in Pride Club…it's gonna be a hard few days…
You positive now that she's dead?
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You positive now that she's dead?
Yes. Because our teacher announced it in front of the whole class.
Shit. My condolences.
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Honestly–rudeness isn't even bad. It's pretty hilarious actually.
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Thanks….yay test time
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I'm sorry to hear of your acquaintance's passing.
shit man i just came online im sry ev
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Thanks guys. It's been tough but I'm getting through it. Somehow. Mostly just so I don't embarrass myself by crying in front of everyone in class.
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ev i just saw this, i got you babe pm me if you need anything hugs
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Thanks Mezzo. Again it means a lot to me that so many loving wonderful individuals here are offering their love and support. I don't feel so alone. -hugs-
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Guys. I just saw Meg in the halls. The Meg I thought was dead, is ALIVE YAAAAAAAY! I feel bad for freaking out but you guys are amazing and now I feel like it was a waste of sympathy but she just said Hi to me in the hall so YAY!
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I too, am open for PMs!
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(Or coming up with a distraction!)
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YEAY!!!
I actually had something similar happen to me a while back, and it's always amazing when you find out they aren't actually dead!
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YAAAAAY! So that means I don't gotta cry when I go home.
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Lucky- I didn't find out my friend was alive for weeks, and I bawled my eyes out ;-;
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I'm sorry for that Swim. -offers hugs- I'm now only low-key sad cause Meg isn't going to Pride Club which means she can't play Cards Against Humanity. Oh well.
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Oof. accepts hug Thanks.
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oh my god.
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Ev you're not an attention whore honey, you're sweet and kind, and lovely.
PMs are open.
Side note: Fuck work is exhausting
Oh god I can’t do this
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