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An angsty gay fantasy rp! (O/O)

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@Fraust

"I'm okay, Nick. Don't worry about me." He smiled weakly, trying to ignore his already aching back.

@MusicElle-is-here

“Are you sure? You don’t sound okay…” Nick replied worriedly.

@Fraust

He nodded and looked away, not sure how well Nick could read his expressions. "I'm fine."

@MusicElle-is-here

Nick hesitated, gnawing on his lip. “If you’re sure…” He figured that Cas was probably just saying that, and would definitely continue to offer him help.

@Fraust

"I'm sure." Cas held his breath unless it was absolutely necessary to breathe, wondering how long they'd been out here.

@MusicElle-is-here

“Do you want to go just sit down and stuff for a bit?” Nick suggested, trying to get Cas to rest.

@Fraust

"N-No, we can stay out a little longer…" Cas's vision was shifting in and out of focus, and he was finding it difficult to concentrate.

@MusicElle-is-here

“Well I think we should rest,” Nick commented. “I’m tired and I need to sit down.” The last part was a lie, but Nick hoped it would get Cas to along with it since he clearly wasn’t feeling well.

@Fraust

"Okay…" Cas reluctantly stopped the horse and looked down at the ground, not entirely sure how he'd get down without hurting himself.

@MusicElle-is-here

Nick dismounted and walked over to Cas to help him down, smiling at him to hopefully get the other boy to let him help.

@Fraust

Cas hesitated before allowing Nick to help him, stumbling and clinging tightly to Nick for stability when he hit the ground.

@MusicElle-is-here

Nick was relieved that the other boy accepted his help, sitting down ungracefully out of the way of the horses.

@Fraust

Cas sat beside him, laying his head on the other's shoulder and closing his eyes to try and get his headache to go away.

@MusicElle-is-here

Nick gently laid his head on top of Cas’s. “Are you feeling any better?” he asked quietly.

@Fraust

He shrugged a bit. "M'head kinda hurts…"

@MusicElle-is-here

“Oh,” Nick moved his head so that it wasn’t resting on Cas’s. “You seem better than earlier,” he added, positive as ever.

@Fraust

"I guess so. I mean… um… I was always feeling fine?" He lied weakly.

@MusicElle-is-here

“We both know that isn’t true,” he responded gently. “You were thrown off of a horse. Anyone would be injured.”

@Fraust

Cas sighed, looking away. "I just did something dumb, is all… I don't blame the horse."

@MusicElle-is-here

“Okay, but you’re still entitled to take it easy if you’re in pain, which you clearly are,” Nick added, trying to be helpful.

@Fraust

"I guess so, but… I dunno…" He shrugged again and stared at the ground. "I feel like I should be able to go on and not be a baby about it…"

@MusicElle-is-here

“You’re not being a baby,” Nick insisted. “Needing to rest or stop or whatever because you’re hurt isn’t being a baby, it’s being a person.” He took Cas’s hand.

@Fraust

Cas held tightly to Nick's hand, sighing. "I just don't want to lose your respect…" He whispered, his voice wavering a bit.

@MusicElle-is-here

“You could never do that,” Nick assured him softly. “Doing what’s best for you would never make me lose respect for you. I’ll always be there for you.”

@Fraust

"I-I mean, I'm wearing girls' clothes and I can't even ride a horse properly…" Cas drew his knees up to his chest, but never let go of Nick's hand. "That's why I wanted to ride the stallion. It's a… a 'masculine' horse, I guess…"

@MusicElle-is-here

“That doesn’t change my opinion of you,” Nick responded. “Not everyone is good at everything. And so what if you’re wearing girls’ clothes? You still look incredibly handsome.”

@Fraust

"I just feel stupid…" Cas moved a little closer to Nick, resting his head back on the other's shoulder.

@MusicElle-is-here

“I understand,” he said, putting an arm around Cas. “But I don’t think any less of you.”

@Fraust

"You probably should. I really don't deserve your respect." He sighed, looking up at the nearby horses.

@MusicElle-is-here

“Why do you say that?” Nick asked gently, clearly puzzled. He didn’t understand why Cas would say something like that, since Nick thought Cas was a great person.