Artist TikTok has taken me hostage help

Has anyone else seen the new Stalker's Tango trend?? With the yanderes??

UGHHHHH the inspiration has a death grip on my ADHD and won't let go.

Help?

(This trend in case you don't know what I'm talking about) (And if anyone can find the one with the photographer, please link it here, I can't find it)
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZM8VvT598/

I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU'RE TALKIGN ABOUT AND IT'S MAKING MY BRAIN GO BRRRR

EXACTLY AND I HAVE LITERALLY NO ONE TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT WITH, IT'S DRIVING ME NUTS

I WANT TO DRAW IT SO BAD

AHHHH
For now, I wait for someone to make a yandere romance with me