Mind Readers, Demons, and Gods, Oh My! (Closed//Stalkers Enabled)

(Yeah)

(I just took a shower

Feel refresh)

(I’m just…throwing luck at people)

(Luck)

(NOTEBOOK HASN'T BEEN WORKING ALL DAY AND NOW IT IS AND THANK JESUS)

(Yes)

(I almost had a panic attack this morning for no apparent reason.)

(Lol same

Except I knew why)

(care to tell?)

(Ehhhh tons of work)

(Yeah…okay so you know what pissed me off today?? My english teacher was like "I hate when kids have their earbuds in and they pretend to be listening to me but they're actually just listening to music." And I was mad, like really mad cause I was literally about to break down and the only way I could stop it was to play music really loud and try to focus so yeah….now she probably thinks i'm being disrespectful when i'm just trying not to cry)

(Oh i’m sorry)

(I feel compelled to email her or something but the risk of her telling my mom is too much)

(Tell your mom then email her.)

(hell i'm not telling my mom, then she'll be like THERaPY)

(Okay but that might help?)

(No. I don't want therapy. If I told my mom about all this the only thing she would do is never leave me alone.)

(That’s good tho. She’s worrriiieeeeddd)

(I can't tell with her though. Would she be worried or tell me I need to get more sleep and stay off my phone. Like I don't know how she would react.)

(Still. It might get you help you may need and very much deserve.)

(why can't I just bullshit my way through life?)

(Wish)

(DFKLDSFKLJDSFJKDFSKJIWANTTOKILLEVERYONE)

(I want to have a life where I don’t have to pay others to live.)

(I'm sorry what?? What do you mean?? Tell me right now)

(oh I just think it’s stupid that you have to pay a gov’t a tax to fucking exist.)

(oh I thought some sort of bribery shit was going on. This is going to sound really stupid but I was talking about how amazing you are to my best friend and I almost started crying because THREE HOURS EMI.)

(Why do so many people like me???

Like I’m just a me

ALSO I KNOW WHAT YOU COULD DO WITHOUT MY PARENTS GETTING IN THE WAY!)

(yeah but you're an amazing you.
wait was that a rhetorical question or am I supposed to ask WHAT??)

(NO IT’S NOT I ACTUALLY HAVE AN IDEA)