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oxo or small group with a predetermined end, anyone?

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school
@saor_illust school

okay so i know that i shouldn't be starting an rp, given the amount that i need to reply to
BUT i really like this idea, so hear me out

So I have a plot in mind (which I'll leave down below) and since i know that it's not going to be a prompt that can last forever (well, it can, if you never get around to the end but thats besides the point) i'm wondering if anyone will do this with me, keeping in mind that it will eventually come around to an end

A girl is diagnosed with a degenerative disease. Even though she will die young, she makes some invaluable friends along her journey. These friends friends help her to develop a deeper understanding of what her disease truly means. She decides then to stop caring what others think about her and live her life very carefree, all while very aware that one day she won't be able to hold a pencil, let alone walk. And returning the favor that her friends did for her, the girl teaches them an invaluable lesson about life- Life is short, so live out your life as best as you can while you're still able to.

AND after we reach the end I thought we could finish it off with the girl writing a letter to her friends.
If it hasn't already been made quite clear, I will be playing the girl, and anyone who joins will play a friend.
~
Rules:

  • swearing's fine, no racial slurs tho
  • andrew (Our Supreme Lord and Overseer)'s rules
  • i reserve the right to say no
  • be fairly active (at least more than me when it comes to rps lol, which means at least once a day should be fine)
  • i will not tolerate one-liners
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YES HELLO I LOVE THIS IDEA

school
@saor_illust school

Woah I didn't think anyone would be interested in this! Hi, I haven't seen you around before, I don't think, so could I have a writing sample?

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uhh yeah where'd you want me to send it though?

school
@saor_illust school

here's fine ^^

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Kay!

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Just a precursor, it is on topic with terminal illness

school
@saor_illust school

Yeah, that's oki

school
@saor_illust school

(boop?)

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\Mental Breakdown by Jack Stauber\
[written by @ikinss]

Kuroko kept his head straight, refusing to look at the baby to his left. He could hear them screaming, whithering in indescribable pain. He would know.

He's been there before.

You'd think the cancer ward at any children's hospital would be dull and sober, people seeing it as a scary, sensitive subject. Which it is, don't get him wrong, but something about the bright colours and loud music makes him nauseous. It's almost like they've tried to mask the pain and fear of cancer with overstimulating purples and blues, hanging stars from the ceiling and changing the theme every 3 months. Hearing children no older than 5 scream in agony while starting at a giant green smiley face made him feel ill.

The cries from the baby next to him quickly changed into a guttural gurgling noise, before falling completely silent. Nothing but their laboured breathes and the whirling of an oxygen machine fell upon damaged ears. Kuroko Spared the baby a glance.

They laid in an abnormal position, legs sprawled and their arms up and bent. Their head laid limp on their shoulders, eyes fluttered shut and mouth slightly agape. They've drugged 'em, he thought. Where were the parents during all this? Sleeping, maybe? Perhaps the kid didn't have any parents, he did know.

He let his head fall back against the pillow, eyes still glued to the baby next to him. Kid still had hair, despite being onward for about 3 weeks.
He remembers when he had hair.
It was curly, bouncy even. Dark brown that got lighter when exposed to the sun. His hair would drip after a swim, sticking to his forehead and getting in his eyes. When the wind blew, it would become matted; it would frizz out and be a nightmare to brush. He let his hand graze over the top of his head, but he didn't feel his soft locks; instead hard, callused skin that covered his skull. He let it sit there for a moment, only to be snapped out of his daydream by a nurse taking his vitals. She ignored the tears and left hastily, not looking back.

Kuroko closed his eyes for a while, the bright yellow wall's burning them. He began to think, trying to drift into a memory of an easier time. Back to when he had a family and dreams.

Back to when he was alive


[Oopies a little long ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ‘ˆ]

school
@saor_illust school

WOAH that's really good, I hope you're okay with me only being mediocre at best

Like,,, I thought I was decent until I saw that.
I lowkey want to read the other parts of that story or wherever it came from

If you didn't assume so already, you're in! :D

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Huzzah!! I'm a medical nerd, so I'm so excited to drive into a role play with some other people instead of floating around in my head!
No such thing as mediocre, all authors are kings and if you think otherwise you are incorrect ๐Ÿคฌ
Thank you so much, Kuroko is a fan favourite among people who know my characters and I write about him the most, so its good to know someone thinks I'm doing good!!

[high key have a part two written in my book with part 3 half-written as well, been thinking about using Wattpad again cause I wanna put this writing somewhere]

school
@saor_illust school

Haha okay
And yay!

Uh, I generally use templates in my rps as well, so if you want to use those I can put one up after I've filled out my character for our other rp!

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Okay, Dope!
Whatever you feel man, I can do a template if you'd like :)

school
@saor_illust school

Cool cool!

Name:
Nickname(s):
Age:
Sexuality: (and include if they're out of the closet or not)
Appearance:
Personality:
Other:

school
@saor_illust school

Name: Elara Jupiter

Nickname(s): โ€“

Age: 17

Sexuality: bi, out of closet

Appearance: Chest-length blonde, slightly wavy hair. Blue-grey eyes, small nose, thin lips. bright skin. Not very tall, only about 5 feet. Her face has a quality about it that makes her appear as if she is younger than she really is. She has a slightly high-pitched voice, but not very high. However, this difference is amplified when recorded. Hourglass body shape.

Personality: Despite her medical issues, Elara always tries to stay positive, even when things are tough. She has a tendency to make dark jokes when she's scared, and loves to draw. She really hates spiders and snakes, and especially worms, for some reason. But she really likes to read, surf Twitter, and search the internet for yet more art supplies that she doesn't need lmao.

Other: diagnosed with ALS. life expectancy is about 1.5 to 2 years at the most.

(I hope you don't mind that I basically reused Elara from our other rp! I really liked how she turned out, so- yeah. However, this Elara has a couple of changes- doesn't have a youtube channel, all that stuff. I think I'll keep the ALS thing fine (as in the original Elara has ALS now too aha), but change the life expectancy to 4-5 years for her. Let me know if that was a little confusing aha, I think it was.)

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Cool cool okay cool.
I'm gonna think on this fella for a minute but ill get back to you in a minute

school
@saor_illust school

Alright!

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Name: Nathan Graye
Nickname(s): Nate
Age: 15
Sexuality: Bisexual, Openly
Appearance: Nathan has shaggy long black hair and dimmed grey-green eyes. he's quite short for his age and extremely underweight due to Restricted Eating Disorder (RED). He has crooked teeth and a plethora of mental and physical disorders that land him in the hospital frequently, where he met and befriended Elara.
Personality: Nathan is emotionally autistic and tends to not understand his or others feelings. He's kind and tries to treat everyone equally, but his anxiety and clingy relationships tend to drive others away. He cries often and tends to lock himself away drawing or writing. When he comes out, he spends time following Elara around like a lost puppy.
Other: Diagnosed with an Auto-immune disease, and has an unhealthy obsession with crafting

school
@saor_illust school

awww he's so cute!! :D

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He is quite wholesome ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ‘ˆ

school
@saor_illust school

Ikr?
I think I'll put a starter up tomorrow, if that's okay with you

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Sure thing

school
@saor_illust school

"I'm sorry, Elara. I'm afraid you have something called ALS. It stands for Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis. It is a nervous system disease that weakens muscles and impacts physical function. As you know, it is also a degenerative, incurable disease. I'm very sorry to have to report such bad news, Elara," Doctor Fox sighed, shaking her head slightly. She hated to deliver bad news like this, and seeing the pain of the affected was even worse.

"I- I'm going to die?" Elara's voice trembled, her hand shaking, and her eyes filling with fear. "Is- is there anything you can do? Like- intervening measures, or-"

She looked down, heartbroken. Elara had known from the start that something was wrong with her, but she didn't know it was this bad. Out of habit, she reached into her pocket, and pulled out her phone. Opening her texts, she started to text her best friend, Alex the news.

"Eek I have ALS apparently-" she sent over, not knowing how her friend would take the news.

"ALS- okayโ€ฆ I'm sorryโ€ฆ" Alex returned, seeming a bit distant.

Little did Elara know, that was the day she lost her best friend. But then again, it wasn't entirely Alex's fault. He didn't know how to deal with this sudden news, and tried to move on, making new friends. Other friends. For Elara, she was heartbroken. Alex had been her closest friend, and she wasn't really close with anyone else at the time. At least she had a friend who was similar in other ways, in the hospital as well.

(Um- this isjust gonna be a flashback I guess- but yeah here's the starter.)

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Nathan looked up from his sketchbook, a bit distracted. What was that chicks name? the one with the side-bangs?
"Whatcha lookin' at?"
There was a thud as one of his friends took a seat next to him,
"What was that bird's name?" he asked, still staring off into the distance.
"What, Raena?"
"Ah!" Nathan exclaimed, remembering why had ventured out in the first place. He was supposed to meet this "Reana" person of a counselling session, not that he wanted to. See, he'd given up on counsellors and therapist, he just kinda nodded along to what they said, giving simply "Mhm"s and "oh yeah."s every now and then.
It was hard for him the find someone to open up to.
But, he had his friends, right?
"Do you care about me?" He asked timidly, not clocking on to the obvious discomfort of his friend,
"Uh-y-yeah, of course.."
Nathan studied him closely
he's lying to you
Nate shook his head, going back into his book, pretending not to notice his friend slip away. He sat for another half-hour, long after the scheduled meet, drawing what he felt, crying on and off.

Eventually, an older girl approaches him, an uncertain smile on her face,
"Henry? Hi! I'm Elara, your homework-buddy! Nice to meet you!"
Nate just stared at her blankly, watching her face twist with worry as she studied his desolate features

"โ€ฆMy names not Hernyโ€ฆ"