// thoughts for you // [1/1]

so I'm going for a combination of a dark theme but also something fluffy because i always end up doing these dark twisted rps and i need a little break-
sort of.

i'm thinking of doing something based off of a prompt i found because it sounds really cool to me

the idea is basically that there is this severely depressed guy/girl (depending if you want this be straight or gay) and they hired an assassin to kill them within the span of a year, but then the person is having seconds thoughts and wants to take the whole thing back but can't

and what ends up happening is the assassin becomes a part of the guy/girl's friend group. the depressed person doesn't know they are the assassin and ends up falling in love with them

though quick warning, this will deal with heavy subjects, so you have to be comfortable with stuff like that

uhh that's it i think

May I???

heck yeah my dude

did you want this to be straight or gay?

also, who do you wanna be? the assassin or the depressed guy/girl?

I'd like to be the assassin, and idc if its straight or gay, my story is assassins based so I have male and female assassins

hella cool man, and alrighty, gay it is then cause i enjoy my gay characters

do you wanna use a template or just jump into it?

(Could we do one of these?)

(sure dude, wanna do it in pms?)

(ye)

(alright, lemme get that set up real quick-)

I dint care if we do a template but I'm.thinking we have a little info card for our characters like name, age, gender, and appearance

alrighty yeah sure, i got no problems with that

Name:
Age:
Gender:
Sexuality:
Appearance:
Clothes:

just give me a second cause i have to go eat real quick-

Name: Rowan Heath Emrys
Age: 25
Gender: male
Sexuality: Panromantic
Appearance: https://pin.it/skrod7wg75nsmv
Clothes: https://pin.it/fyqktp5hpvvpy2

name: Jasper Satori
age: 24
gender: male
sexuality: bisexual
appearance: https://www.pinterest.dk/pin/703546773017798614/
clothes: https://www.pinterest.dk/pin/649855421210167401/

Nice

wanna start first or want me to?

How about you start?

aight

Jasper sighed as he looked at his phone. He was done with all this. He had sent the request- already paid for it too. But now it was weighing down on him. He wasn't so sure he wanted to follow through with it.
It had been nearly two months since he had done the deed and now he was full of anxiety. He tried to convince himself that it would be okay, that it was what he wanted, but he couldn't help but feel guilty about it.

It was nearly midnight and he had work tomorrow. Maybe he should get some rest so that he wouldn't wake up sleep deprived- that was if he even woke up at all.

Rowan was perched on a nearby building, taking down notes like he had been for the past couple months and frowned at his observations. This man was simply depressed and just wanted to feel free, the same way he did. Unlike most if his victims, Rowan felt pity for the man. He decided to get to know him personally before making the decision to kill him.

(sorry for the lateness, i've been trying to stay away from this site, for now, cause of stuff)
The next morning Jasper got up, wide-eyed, he hadn't slept jack squat again. There were heavy visible bags under his eyes. He huffed as he got up and went to the bathroom. His paranoia was getting the best of him for the past week or so, though it had all started with the sent request, but he had to admit that it was his fault.
"me and my stupid depression.," he muttered angrily as he put toothpaste on his toothbrush and jammed it in his mouth, brushing his teeth ferociously. He was…pissed, to say the least. He hadn't slept, his appetite was gone, his anxiety was up and his depression had increased tenfold. It would only go downhill from here, he thought.

Jasper quickly got dressed and ran out to catch the bus. He was going to be late yet again if he didn't hurry. There were days where he absolutely hated his job- and this was one of those days. He worked as a high school teacher and the kids were…a handful, though that was an understatement.

Rowan was at the bus stop, waiting for Jasper to show up. Knowing the person this well meant that he knew exactly how many mo ites late he would be running. He had a baseball cap lowered onto his face and a magazine. He went to the store and grabbed the first one he saw that didnt have a naked woman on it.

(Its fine, I have school and stuff and have avoided this site for long periods if time. The longest was almost a month)

(ah okay, thanks)

Jasper's hair looked disheveled, with the bags under his eyes and tired look on his face he was easily mistaken for a homeless person.

Jasper waited by the bus stop and waited for it to arrive. When it did he got on and paid for his ticket. He sat near the front, that way he could get off quickly when it was his stop to get off.

The bus moved slowly, following g the pace of the traffic around it as Rowan sat in a seat not too far from Jasper. He wanted to see if the other male would realize the presence of a stalker.

Jasper was what you would call a 'lazy ass'. He never really bothered checking his surroundings, he was too tired this particular morning to pay attention to his anxiety. In fact, he was struggling to keep his eyes open so that he wouldn't fall asleep on the bus like other countless times.

After a few minutes of battling his heavy eyelids he gave in and closed them. The bused stopped abruptly and he nearly fell out of his seat. When he looked up he saw that this was his stop and quickly got up to exit the bus.

Following the boy closely, Rowan frowned when he saw he stumble and walk as though he was partially drunk. Making up his mind in one second, he walked over to Jasper and decided to Introduce himself. "Hey! Are you ok?"

Jasper stopped, half dazed, and turned around to the man that had called out to him. "Me?" He asked dumbly. "Oh uh yeah I'm fine" he laughed nervously as he shoved his hands into his pockets. "I just haven't gotten any sleep at all these past few days, but im fine" he said taking out his phone and checking the time. He nearly had a heart attack when it saw that it was already eight. "Fuck me!" He said, panicked. "Uhh sorry but i have to go! I have a class to teach!" He said as he slowly backed away from the man, trying not to be rude.

Rowan nodded slowly but still looked uncertain. "You look drunk. School principal may kick you out." He responded

Jasper gave him a blank stare at his response. "D-drunk?!" He said, panicked. "I-I can swear I'm not-" He said quickly. The thought blew through his head at the possibility that they might think that he's intoxicated. He shook his head. "I'm not, I'm sure I'll be fine, but thank you for your concern," he said, bowing slightly as a thanks.