Turns out Trauma is a Good Thing to Bond Over // OxO with Iris

Cal jumped, falling out of bed. He stared up at the form in his bed, completely confused. Was that… Cameron?! His cheeks were a bit warm now, emotions mixing into something strange. It was a bit of embarrassment, bewilderment, and a bit of anger. The guy just did whatever the heck he wanted! He had yelled at him. He had barged in here without permission. What made it okay for him to lay in his bed and touch him after last night?! And… to top it all off… "Cameron" might not even be who he said he was! Cal couldn't believe how stupid he had been. Vitiligo? Really?! Running a hand through his hair, Calixto narrowed his eyes at the other male. Cameron's skin was likely pale underneath whatever paint he used, hair maybe a lighter blond or something. The male then noticed the small patch. Standing up, he reached a hand towards the cloth to see what was underneath. He wanted to believe it was a wound of some sort, but couldn't really trust that anymore.

(Lol, sorry, I went to bed too so good night???)
Calixto gently grabbed the edge of the patch, gently peeling it back. The spear marking was now out in the open. He had only heard of people like this. People who used to kill and kill and kill until each one was wiped out of existence. Apparently one survived the massacre. Cameron was a dangerous being to be around. However, there was plenty of opportunity for him to have murdered Cal on the spot. Taking a deep breath Calixto thought about what the next course of action should be.

(I lowkey wanted to make Cal go: "huh, a tattoo. Ok i guess" and just have no idea what it means, but he's not dense lol)

Calixto's eyes widened for a moment before narrowing once again. Cameron may have been swearing up and down that he wouldn't harm him, but this incident wasn't helping his trust level. It wasn't that he was afraid, it was more frustration than anything. At Cameron. At himself. Sighing, Cal stared down at the other. "Explain yourself then," he said, attempting to make his tone similar to the way he used to be spoken to.

(Ok before I reply…)
(Pick an angst option. I'm going to be very vague so it's more of a surprise)
(Angst 1: Cal has a slight mental breakdown)
(Angst 2: Cal gets angry with how things turned out)

(nonono pick)

"Explain to me why you're trying to cover everything up like everything's fine," Calixto growled, anger growing in his chest. While, sure, you could have killed me. Even though you didn't, doesn't make me trust you. After last night, did you think sneaking in here was going to make things any better?! You-!"
The rant took a pause for a moment, Cal's hands quickly covering his mouth.
He sounded just like the very thing he feared the most.
Abuse shouldn't make an excuse to be an abuser.
Fear was the only thing noticeable in his expression now. It was clear how shaken he was.

The images from the past haunted him despite his mental pleas.

"You're gonna give me your arm," a deep and slurred voice commanded, the owner waving a cigar in the air. It was to press into his flesh to be rid of the excess ash. It took everything to keep his arm still and to move his head.
A barely noticeable shake of his head then resulted in his head being slammed into the wall.
"You aren't worth more than a stain in this here carpet…"
"You. Will. Do. As. I. Fucking. Tell. You!" Each word was accented with another slam, hand around his neck.

"I… you should go. I won't say anything," the male said, voice much more quiet than before. Biting his lower lip hard, Cal turned away from Cameron to pick up the clothes set on the floor from the day before. His arms shook slightly as he held the fabric delicately.

(yeah hi um this is what happens when i'm upset)

Hearing his name seemed to steady him a bit more.
No more X-9268.
It took him a moment to remember that he hadn't told Cameron his name.
"You said my name…" Cal whispered, looking at the other male again.
Lonely.
He had said… lonely…
"You can't help what you are. If… it helps… it isn't you I'm scared of," he added.

Calixto stopped what he was doing, going over to the door and gently taking Cameron's hand off the doorknob gently. "I'm not," he argued back. "It's… it's trust in general, Cameron," Cal finished, looking down at the floor. This was the first time he had said the other man's name out loud as well.

(i am SO glad i wasn't drinking any water when reading this omggg)

Despite the nonexistent interaction, Calixto turned red, hearing the noises the other male was making. He wasn't quite sure what to say after that display and wondered if he would be able to look Cameron in the eyes seriously. It had sounded so… sexual. Sure, it had to be believable, but the excuse was not something that he would have come up with. It also heavily bothered Cal that Cameron had used the word usually. It was likely because his kind was used to mating for life.

"Um, it's alright," he replied, if only for Cameron's sake. He had to bite the inside of his cheek in order not to flinch at the word "fuck" being tossed around so lightly. It was a word that he mostly associated with anger. But Cameron wasn't angry. He wasn't going to harm him. It was okay in here. Mostly.

Staring at the tattoo, Calixto thought about what it would like to change skin color on a small portion of his skin to see if it was worth even getting one. It would likely hurt a lot getting a needle pushed in and out of your flesh and be told to be still.
He wanted to ask if Cameron was likely the only Berzerker left, but that seemed far too harsh to start out with. Even with his bluntness.
"I've not heard much about Berzerkers if I'm being honest. Aside from… what happened. How do you become one? Are you your own kind or still human?"

Cal sighed sadly. "People never are," he said as he grabbed his bag off of the counter. He then worked on fishing out a new shirt to finally put on. Finding another dark tee, he unfolded it and slipped it over his head. He felt a bit out of place asking all of the questions when he himself wasn't completely open as Cameron was at the moment. If he never knew, it wouldn't matter anyways. It wasn't likely that he'd stay much longer.

(He's been bare chested this whole time btw lollll)

(Cal in the background: sO uM- I'm an alien from space-)

Calixto frowned. While he hadn't asked, Cal now knew the reason for the emotions in the other's singing. Cameron's partner was gone. Perhaps he flirted with others to try and fill the void. It was quite sad.
"I'm sorry…" he whispered. He couldn't even imagine what it was like to love only for them to be taken away all too soon. Maybe Cal would never know.

(omg this song that came on fits with Cameron and Roshan so much-)
(Beautiful [English ver.] - Day6)

Calixto shrugged half heartedly. "I really don't have any purpose interrogating you any further," he said, voice a bit tired. "The lighter color hair suits you better," Cal noted out loud. Despite the dye, Cameron's hair seemed soft and fluffy in his mess of tangles.

(sorry that it's short, but I can't think of anything lol)

Cal frowned again, noting how Cameron was tracing his tattoo. It was in the same manner that he touched the open skin on his neck. The painful memories weren't easy to push down. They always tended to resurface. Someway or another. Calixto's hand moved to rub at the back of his neck for a moment before speaking. "You could always dye it a lighter color?"