“If you’re caught,” Farah amended before sighing softly. “I suppose—” She quickly broke off into laughter at the quip. The woman shook her head before regaining herself. “I suppose we are friends, and… I feel it only right for you to know. Though I truly don’t mean to make you feel uncomfortable with my story.”
Farah took a deep breath and continued. "It only got worse in the following days. Rosalind had me tied on the end of a string. I was completely, blindly loyal to her. She could've told me to do practically anything, and I would've done it. And… she did." The fairy smiled amidst the sadness and laughed while hurting tears threatened to spill down her cheeks.
“Aster Dell," she murmured. "It was Aster Dell that changed everything. It was a civilization near the coast. Rosalind led us there, telling us the city was overcome with Burned Ones and the civilians had been evacuated. The five of us got there, and the three fairies in her battalion – Rosalind, Ben, and me – all combined our magic. I had thought the civilization was evacuated, and the only beings in it were our enemies, the Burned Ones. But Rosalind had lied. It wasn't evacuated. The residents of the town were blood witches, sworn enemies of fairies in the Otherworld. I didn't find out until after."
"The lightning we brought down on the civilization destroyed it in seconds. It was the most power I've ever felt. When we went down to observe the damage and make sure all the Burned Ones were dead…" Her voice began to break. "There were people… she told us it had been evacuated… I should've doubted… should've questioned her. We murdered an entire town like it was nothing, and after trapping Rosalind in Alfea's hidden undercroft, I used a gateway ring to get here and hid myself away. I don't deserve such power."
Farah trembled, again painfully vulnerable at that moment. "I have hundreds of deaths' worth of blood on my hands. That day has lived in my mind ever since. I'll never be able to outlive it. I would've trusted Rosalind with my life. It felt like a betrayal. She manipulated me, lied to me, and worst of all…" Farah closed her eyes, refusing to cry. "She broke my heart. I really thought I was in love with her. I really did.”